Blue-Eyes-Lion
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Lucas
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Surrey, United Kingdom
1-7-2008
20-11-2008
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About Me
School is crap. They keep taking away my studded belt *bastards*
I got new hair, very happy with it and got pics on here.
_(O_o)_*Xx_MY_SUICIDAL_THOUGHTS_DROWN_MY_SANITY_xX*_(o_O)_
I feel crap, all of my friends are just taking the piss and really annoying me. The other day, in french, two people refused to sit next to me because, and i quote,
"I aint sittin next to him"(it was a chav)"hes some gay emo freak".
NOT FUCKING FUNNY YOU CU*TS.
Every time I walk through my school someone even if its just one person always feels the need to say a nasty comment, or shout abuse or shove me or something nasty. ITS NOT FUN. What the hell am I supposed to do?
I seriously cannot suvive another couple of years of this-
I WILL GO INSANE. Feel really happy. not.
My self confidence and how much i like myself has kinda plumeted in the last couple of months and really dont like myself. anyway...wondered wheather to start a forum to see what people think but then thought people might call me aragant...feel like self harming but am resisting mainly due to the one extremely unpleasant experience I have had with it before which i do not wish to repeat. your thoughts? please?
anyone care?
Hi im Lucas (most people call me Leo I hate them please dont)I love emo/goth/punk music and I dress somewhere between a goth and an emo. Mostly emo. I dont self harm, well I did slit my wrist once. But it was two years ago and never again. People call me gay all the time, (Im really not) and I have been bullied in one form or another all my life basically because of the way I look;
skinny jeans, tight tshirts, wristbands, gloves, chains chains and more chains, converse, draven, layered choppy hair with bangs ect.....
I have naturaly blonde hair which sucks sometimes and I have only dyed it black once, although I do put highlights in sometimes.
Favourite Music
The Blaqk Year__MCR__30 Seconds To mars__H.I.M__Kaiser Chiefs__Green Day__The Subways__Marilyn Manson__Mindless Self Indulgence__Flyleaf__Blink 182__The Rasmus__Offspring__Nirvana__Evanescence__Foo Fighters__Ting Tings__Bullet For My Valentine__Elliot Minor__Linkin Park__Fall Out Boy__Misfits__Panic At The Disco____Snow Patrol__Motorhead__Paramore__The Used__Hawthorne Heights__Bowling For Soup__Sum 41__Vampire Weekend__Guns N Roses__Simple Plan__Smashing Pumpkins__Sex Pistols....
Favourite Films & TV
Gingersnaps, Chucky, The Shining, The Omen, Dawn Of The Dead, Terminator, Sleepy Hollow, Shaun Of The Dead, Amityville Horror, Texas Chain Saw Masacre, Nightmare On Elm Street, Nightmare Before Christmas, Corpse Bride, Love Actually, About A Boy, High Fidelity, Ghost Rider, Pirates Of The Caribbean, Simpsons Movie, Epic Movie, Super Hero Movie, Addams Family, Back To The Future, Sliding Doors, ...........
Ugly Betty, CSI, Early Doors, The Office, Greenwing, Balls Of Steel, Skins, Hollyoaks, Eastenders, Doctor Who, Torchwood.....
Favourite Books
Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Molly Moon's IBO Hypnotism, About A Boy, Slam, Wicked Women, CHAV, Stormbreaker, Point Blank, Skeleton Key, The Curious Incident Of The Dog In The Night-time, Spot Of Bother, Kurt Cobain Journals, Shapespeare sonnets, some Charles Dickens.....more crap and more crap.....
Education/Occupation
Urm....High School which sucks. I get bullied like crap every day--people chuck things at me, shout things at me, spread rumours, take my stuff, kick me, punch me..........and I do well in everything but maths:0:)
Who I'd Like To Meet
urm....dunno. someone who wouldnt turn on me like all my friends have done lately. o ha ha.
SAM KOSTER!!...............The Grim Reaper, then I wont have to commit suicide.
My Links
Iccle-Miss-Heartcore
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2008-11-20 03:35:17 [Comment Back]
hey long time no speak
you ok??
nice pic <33
much love
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randa
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2008-11-17 07:29:39 [Comment Back]
just to say "hi"...
hows r u??
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SomeMorbidKid
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2008-11-17 07:01:32 [Comment Back]
Aww... :(
I'm not too great at giving advice on the matter of school bullying, I wasn't bullied much at school, just... ignored.. I'm sorry.
But if you ever want someone to talk to, I'm here and I'll help the best I can. :) *hugs*
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SomeMorbidKid
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2008-11-16 13:56:17 [Comment Back]
Why you been depressed? :( An eyebrow bar will look great ^-^ 1 to 10.. Erm.. a 3 or 4 I guess xx |
FromYesterday
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2008-11-16 05:24:13 [Comment Back]
Hello,Im Daisy
I Read Your Page And The Lemon Thing Made Me Laugh
Youu Seem Like Cool Beans :)
How Are Youu?
Comment Me
xx :)))) |
jeOffyCreams
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2008-11-14 02:32:20 [Comment Back]
ola!
guten abend!
hi there!
how's ya doin!?
keep safe!
take care always!
oh?!
if u have time, drop-by to my profile!
and do hit me back with a comment!
til here! |
Iccle-Miss-Heartcore
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2008-11-10 04:37:46 [Comment Back]
hey hunnie =]
hows you??
thankies for the complement
you made me smile :D
much love xx |
hannah1121
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2008-11-09 11:55:46 [Comment Back]
that's good...same here...lol
i'm pretty good thanx for asking lol
love the default pic...
scribble back
byez |
Xxemo-kittenxX
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2008-11-03 11:38:28 [Comment Back]
whoo hoo i got a pic of me on my profile now but its not a very good one |
bLoOdStAiN
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2008-10-29 19:12:28 [Comment Back]
. . . .+++++. . . .
hOw'Z yAh??'
. .jUsT dRopPiN' bY. . |
Xxemo-kittenxX
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2008-10-24 09:47:29 [Comment Back]
yeah i pay attention more than others thats why i have cooler friends that most people won't talk to cause there "weird" but i love them ^-^
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BreakingDesire
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2008-10-24 08:28:00 [Comment Back]
Hey.I private messaged you by accident.But anyways you ok?
Jenn xx |
Xxemo-kittenxX
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2008-10-21 11:37:58 [Comment Back]
you seam like a pretty awsome person from what i read about you |
Iccle-Miss-Heartcore
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2008-10-21 02:25:40 [Comment Back]
Hows you??
much love
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Xxemo-kittenxX
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2008-10-20 11:25:31 [Comment Back]
yay! im great now how are you? |
Iccle-Miss-Heartcore
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2008-10-20 08:24:11 [Comment Back]
ello (=
xx |
skullic
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2008-10-18 15:39:12 [Comment Back]
WELLO there =]
kinda bored so im saying heyy to most people on my friends list so emm yeh heyy lol |
Tantra_B
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2008-10-17 08:21:31 [Comment Back]
Ooo hello, yeah I'm alright thank you - skived the day of college today though, but meh. If I had went there would have been nothing to do :P
Now all we have is a 15 minute meeting on Wednesday then we have 18 days off holiday, yay! :D
And yeah, you do seem a little happier. Which is nice! I saw you left a comment about the Twilight clip being released. I tried to look it up myself, major failage though xD
Oooo and about the boots, nice! Got any pictures of them up yet?
Erm something new about me...well I brought a dress and some fishnets - if that counts? :P
As for Red Jumpsuit Apparatus...nice! Great band aren't they? I've found some decent ones lately too... I keep trying to force My Passion and Metro Station onto everyone :D You'd like them if you're into techno sorta stuff :P
Am I looking forward to Halloween? Well I don't really know, one of my favourite days of the year and I've got nothing planned. Looks like there isn't going to be anything planned soon either. Will probably be stuck in doing nothing. Not even dressed up or anything. How sucky is that? :[
Which means I'll have to wait a year for the opportunity again. Most of my friends are all working >.<
And ooo you're looking forward to it? Well obviously! :P Have you got plans then? What are you going to be dressed up as? :D
Oh and well, fuck people taking the piss. You're better then them I'd say :P :D
xxx
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Tantra_B
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2008-10-16 14:17:32 [Comment Back]
Hello? XD |
Sugar_Cane
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2008-10-13 09:03:11 [Comment Back]
Hey darling! Haven't talked to you in a while.
Why thankyou for the tip-off, I just saw it and I'm slightly happier about it now. Although I still don't like the look of the scene in the trees; I'll probably never fully warm to that idea. Plus the bit where she's saying 'Your skin is pale white...' and all that, I didn't think that sounded great either. She didn't sound like my idea of Bella, but I guess they can't help that. Oh, and I'm totally nitpicking, but they wouldn't be able to put that much passion into the kiss. He'd crush her or something.
Have you heard the Paramore song that's going to be in it? I thought it was a good song but I wasn't sure if it's going to fit. I figured it'd be mainly instrumental stuff; I guess they have to make it sell though.
No matter how critical I am, I'm still going to go see it on the first day it comes out. I'll probably have ordered my tickets by November.
wb xoxo Evii. <33 |
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you 
