Nov 14 2014, 11:35 AM

if i had wings i would fly away to a place with no pain were no one can reach me were no one can hurt me no one can say any thing but me i would just go for ever never come back end the pain end every thing no more tears no more cuts no more sadness.no more me. but no i dont have wings i sit here and take the pain i let it push me in till im push off the cliff and i slowly fall to my death i know im gonna die when i hit the ground so i just smile and let gravity have me.

Nov 14 2014, 11:21 AM

life sucks. every day i walk around in this shit hole you call school. i walk fast to every class with my head down hoping they dont see me. i go home and get bitched out. so i go to my room sit and wonder why why this happens to me. as i start to cry i grab my blade and i press down on my thighs i i run the blade accosted i feel the pain relive. i just wanna end it all i wanna end it all right now but i know i cant i cant leave my nieces only if they didnt love me so much i could end it all right now i would just slit my wrist and o.d but nope not gonna i cant hurt them like i have been hurt. i need to be there for them. im gonna protect them they will not be hurt like i was im not gonna let them. i will stop at nothing to see them live a happy life even if that means i live in pain. they are the only thing that makes my life meaning full