Dont you see their bodies burning,
Desolate and full of yearning.
Dieing of anticiption,
Choking from intoxication
shepardosdemon
Name: Matthew Shepherd
Age: 19
Gender: Male
Orientation: Straight
Status: Single
Location: London, United Kingdom
Member Since: 22-4-2008
Last Login: 17-6-2010
About Me
Hey Im Matt (Baby Matt if you must :P ) as a child i never really fitted in to the crowd because most of them were chavs :-S but when i went to college it was the best thing that happened to me because i got away from all the chavs and met some people that are into rock. Since then Ive started to prefer more "emoy music"
well I live in Romford which is in Essex and is full of chavs so I havnt fully got away from them but who can???
I got my username from being bullyed abit in my old school, they used to take the piss out of my last name but I stood up to them and then when its not used to bully me I found it sounded ok :S the demon bit was just added on lol.
I have a really Bad scar I think anyway, okay isnt not what you might think though, Its not from cutting or anything. It is one that I have had to live with since I was 7 so thats 10 years now.
Okay I have a blocked tear duct, which basicaly means my eye cant get rid of water like your eyes can. Every 3-5 minutes a tear builds up and runs down my face, It doesnt stop for anything, I havnt fixed it for 10 years so im used to it but the thing is know, everytime it rolls down my cheak it makes me think of all the times Ive been hurt, So its not as bad looking as some other scars but I cant cover it up, I cant wear long sleeves :( I cant wear sunglasses because I have to take them off to wipe my eye dry of what I have come to think of the tear and my pain :'(
(26/6/08) Hey everyone, I'm growing my hair as many of you will know, but I was asked to take pictures of different stages and I cant remember if Matt wanted me to talk about it but hey I am now.
So i've been growing it now for only about 2 months and I usualy get it cut really short like a 3 and 4 which might not mean alot to some people but I think its CM.
Well I havnt got to the famous anoyying middle stage yet but I think im getting close soon, give it a month.
everytime I look at my hair at the moment I think how it will look and I smile so I think I will like it.
(29/7/08) Okay well i'm 3 months into it now and I think i've hit the anoying stage but saying that I like it alot better then I used to do.
Well my hair is a good 3-4 inches, I have nothing to measure it with but when I get something I will measure it and write it here.(...)
For the first time earlyer this week I looked at my hair and it was a mess, all curly and out of place, so I had the urge to straighten it.
Well i've never turned on a pair of straightener's in my life so I had to learn fast. I burnt my hand and head so many times I lost count because my hair is still short. Anyway when I was finished with my learning experience I looked at my hair and I loved it, all straight and looking amazing. Since then i've straightened my hair 3 times, so im learning fast, I even tryed to do it on webcam instead of in the mirror but that hurt alot. :P
Okay well this month i've hit the anoying stage but i've found a way to get around it and I havnt looked back.
(7/9/08) Okay wehere to start off, well its bee just over a month since I last took pictures and wrote about my hair and how its going. Well it s definaly getting longer and I can pull it down to my eye lashes now. It is reallycurly and anoying when I havnt straightened it. People have been saying it is growing and going well, which are all welcome comments. Havnt been straightening it everyday just because I cant be botherd sometimes, But I have been straightning it 5 out of 7 days so I think I am getting used to it.
This month my hair has grown alot and I put that partly to my holiday in australia because of the sun.
I had a theory this month that i need some ideas for, wont explain fully unless you want me to then comment me and I shall tell you, Basicaly i need a way to keep my head cold not really cold but colder then outside air.
okay thats this month done and stay tuned for next month.
(5/11/08) Ooo Its Fireworks night by the way :) happy explodingness. Any way where was I umm yes i'm sorry for missing last month, it was because i just had my hair shaped so it was looking short :( Oyes but i got the sides and back short which I think looks good at the moment. Its grown alot since i had it cut and is longer then ever woo. I can clearly see it now if I straighten it, and im still not sure if im in the anoying middle staged yet because I love it yay. I am hoping to get pictures up tonight, I took them yesterday which im glad about doing because I had a shower last night and blow dried my hair and it was all boofy and i tried to control it today but i failed so it has been looking terrible all day.
Okay i guess into a serious side now.... ahh who am i kidding woo :P I guess my hair is in the anoying middle bit still but i think just give it a little time maybe by next month it will be out the other side, hopefully it can be abit anoying at the moment.
I hope people are still reading although i feel I may of lost alot of people due to the month i missed out :'(
I have gotten rid of one of my snanke now so i only have one, but she is great and sometimes friendly. I'm also learning to play the guitar and its not going to badly I got a couple of songs on my list :D
well she wrote a paragraph about me so i am going to write a small something about the best preson ive met on this great website Roxi (SomeMorbidKid) You are a great friend to me already even if we havnt been talking for long. We already have had some great times, haha bedtime stories and stuff, it just never gets old or boring when i talk to you. Altho since monday ive only had 3 and a half to 4 hours sleep a night :S BUT i think its worth it because it makes me happy and thats what counts. x x
Apocolypse:
I watched a program about crystal skulls and it said that a 5000 year old calender made by the Maya tribe predicted that the earth and sun will line up to the centre of the galaxy on 21st of December 2012, and they think the world will end. Also scientists said that it could be true because it might make the earth lose its magnetinc field, then we would all die because there would be no pretection from the suns radiation. SO ON THE 21/12/12 PREPARE FOR THE END !!!!!! Im quite looking forward to it :P
(but no cheating please no one commit suiside it might not be true)
Favourite Music
Papa roach, MCR, Bullet for My Valentine, Disturbed (new album is amazing), Avenge Sevenfold, Evanescence, Linkin Park old stuff, acceptance, paramore, simple plan, muse, Drowning pool, System of a down,AFI, Three Days Grace, Nightwish, Metro Station, Red Jumpsuit apparatus, 30 seconds to mars, Jimmy eats world, Trapt, Atreyu, Underoath, Apoclyptica, abit of greenday, Slipknot, Jamestown Story.
The list is growing :D
Favourite Films & TV
horror films SAW movies1,2,3,&4 :D texas chainsaw massacre, jurassic park 1,2&3 and any old horror fiilm always makes me laugh.
Heros, Family Guy, Bid Bang Theory, Bones, House, Mythbusters, Haunted and Haunted investigated, The X Files, Any super natural program really.
Favourite Books
Education / Occupation
Finished my 2 years at college and im moving to portsmouth to go to university to study Marine Engineering...
Who I'd Like To Meet
the bands i like :)
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 xveganxwangx |
2010-04-22 06:38:03 hey you, i really love your profile :) u should check out my new pics at emo girls comment back if u like them xxx |
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 Pagan |
2010-01-26 06:33:10 No I want a level 3 apprentaship, I'm not gonna be fully quilified with out a level 3, kinda sucks !!!! Wot you doin at uni?????? XxX pagan xXx |
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2010-01-24 15:01:02 I'm lovin your hair!!!!!!! It's totally mad but nice I missed you what you been doin these days???? I'm now at college full time,got put straight in at level two!!!!!! So when I'm 17 I will be a qulified mechanic!! X pagan x |
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 SomeMorbidKid |
2009-09-08 16:13:39 Get it back...? What happened to it? o.O Yeah, I'm awesome thanks, officially moved out now, bye-bye essex lol my green snake died though :'( Was ill when i bought it :( but i got some awesome geckos instead :P xx |
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SomeMorbidKid |
2009-08-12 14:50:22 I know, I had no idea coz it has been so long since we spoke last! Don't let it happen again! *glares* lol only joking :) Ah well... I bet you'll do great ^-^ Is it like, a long course? xx |
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SomeMorbidKid |
2009-08-12 09:47:14 You're going uni? cool, what are you gonna study? xx |
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SomeMorbidKid |
2009-08-11 06:38:17 I know... :( you have to like text more often, or be on msn more or something lol Yeah, life is going so awesome at the moment ^-^ So happy now :) You had to give the other one away aswell...? Aww, that's a shame :( .. I got a rough green snake.. it's green obviously lol really beautiful.. and it's awesome coz it eats crickets, not mice, so yay! Your flight was delayed? Where did you go..? Anywhere nice? And don't be shy about texting me lol I love getting messages from people :) xxx |
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 Tantra_B |
2009-08-10 12:12:26 woooooooop text me on like friday cos thats when i get my 300 texts yay :P and when you coming down to portsmouth? xxxxx |
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Tantra_B |
2009-08-08 04:58:26 heya wasnt sure to text you or not as you#re on holiday you said but anyway hiii we'll deffo have to talk more and meet up soon miss you xxxxxxxx |
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SomeMorbidKid |
2009-08-06 12:10:55 I was actually going to text the other day but i had no credit :( |
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SomeMorbidKid |
2009-08-06 12:10:29 BABY MATT!!! Where have you been?! I have missed chatting with you.. :( Im great thanks ^-^ I have a pet snake! lol random.. That jumper... no, it didnt.. :( Its okay though, I dont mind ^-^ How have you been? xxx |
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Pagan |
2009-07-01 12:34:54 hey guess what im still alive lol!!!! yea iv not been on much either been busy!!!! upta much theses days??? XX pagan XX |
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 AmandaxBliss |
2009-06-21 12:44:05 <i> awe gosh its ok ^_^ kool. yah cuz im so bored at home |
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AmandaxBliss |
2009-06-12 17:38:24 awe sweetness <3 well i got a new tv and entertainment center. gosh im already wanting 2 go back 2 school XD |
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AmandaxBliss |
2009-05-26 18:52:44 im ok haha . just really bored ^_^ awe matt is a cute name |
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AmandaxBliss |
2009-05-26 12:57:35 hello im amanda :) how are yew ? |
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 xXeMoRaCeRXx |
2009-05-11 05:44:19 BABY MATT!!!! It sure has been a while and good to see you on here. I'm not bad thanks and me and Vicki are fine. The new site still hasn't gone live yet though as I have been pretty busy myself. Good to see the site is still going well though especially on the profiles more than the forums which is what I wanted really. Hope the presentation goes well :) |
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 emo_isabella |
2009-05-09 21:13:34 everyone like, missed you XP |
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Pagan |
2009-04-27 06:06:52 hey what happened to you??? miss ya like crazy!!!! X x wb x X |
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emo_isabella |
2009-04-03 01:29:59 hey sorry whtever i did it's just that whenecer people ignore me i feel i've done something wrong did i? |
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emo_isabella |
2009-04-02 00:51:20 hahahah now there's a first for everything now what has gotten into me? |
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Pagan |
2009-04-01 04:26:00 heya darlin!!! how are you??? missed ya i havent been on much my exams are coming!! so stressed i cant sleep!!! wah any ideas to help me?? are you okay??? xxwbxxx XXXX Yours Pagan XXXX |
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emo_isabella |
2009-03-31 18:44:54 hey am i posting too much comments? that's it i will post a long, long comment just to annoy u :) lols because i am bored.. so when u read this: you will have a bad day if u don't post a comment and a very nice day if you post a comment have a very nice day!!! |
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emo_isabella |
2009-03-31 06:52:40 hey post a comment or anything nobody's online |
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emo_isabella |
2009-03-31 01:06:47 because i'm emo and all the boys in my class are PUNKS BLEH!! |
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emo_isabella |
2009-03-30 22:29:26 then make friends with people who lives close 2 you.
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emo_isabella |
2009-03-29 22:09:27 y are you single?
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emo_isabella |
2009-03-28 23:13:07 can i add u as my friend? |
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 emo_ray |
2009-03-20 16:35:30 every thing went good at court i have to go to a clinic thingy on smoking awairness adn liek yea if i dont go to it i have to pay the fine adn or comunity service and or JDC |
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emo_ray |
2009-03-14 16:26:50 yea i havnt been on here in like 4eva also and well im going good so far exept for the court and deaths |
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