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Sofia
13
Female
Straight
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your mum's uterus,,, Scotland =[, United Kingdom
2-7-2008
21-12-2008
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About Me
Hello Thank you for stopping by =] My name is Sofia savage well not really but oh well it is kinda true. Just to clarify things i am only 13 i messed up when i was making my profile. You may not like me well actually you might but who knows ? you might think im hmmm i cannot think of a suitable word ... un-original because i follow the scene/emo trend, but that is only because i think it is the toast ! I do what i want and once i have my mind set on something it will be hard to get me out of it. Most people don't know me they might think they do but iv never really opened up to anyone. It seems that the main part of my life is falling out with people. I am constantly being hated by people that were my best friends or people i don't even know and half of the time i honestly don't know why. I have made huge mistakes in my life and im only 13. If i could turn back time i would, If i could not have been born i would because i realise how many people i have hurt even by just breathing. I know that most people including my friends would be happy if they never saw me again or never met me. I probably sound really depressed and fucked up by saying that but i get made to feel that way by the way people treat me. Even my closest friends have brought me to the point of suicide im not sure why i feel like this sometimes but i don't seem to be able to deal with little things happening. I cry way to much some of the time for no reason im just not good at cooping with things. When shit happens instead of doing what a normal person would do and get on with life i will sit in my room and cry, I will practicly stop eating and pitty myself even though i deserve everything i get in life. I have given worse than iv got in some cases but in others i have done nothing and been blamed for basically ruining someone's life. If i could be a diffent person i would jump at the oppitunity. I don't think im pretty or am a nice person or genrally a good person. After all that i have done to people i want to honestly try and change but whenever i try and change people wont let me. I have tried so hard not to talk about people in anyway that could hurt them but then my friends could be speaking about someone and all i can do is sit there and say i know and then i will be the one that gets blamed. I am not trying to pretetnd im innocent because im not and i know that but i just want to change so much. I want to help people not hurt them and i have helped some people but they are usually people im not that good friends with and they ask me for help.i have never edited a picture in my whole entire life except from changing the background colour and putting on writting =]. I really want to get photoshop x D. My msn is really old and i will make a new one soon but for now hear it is xluvs-2-shopx@hotmail.co.uk
I hate feeling like this all i can think about is you i can't sleep i can' eat i can barely breath it kills me inside everyday away from you a little part of me is crushed. Even when i'm with you it kills me everyone treats you like shit but you don't deserve it. You don't seem to realise how speacial you are when you say your dead inside you make me feel that way. When i'm with you ll i want to do is stand and hug you and when your gone i can still smell you on me. In my eyes you have no flaws i don't care about the one stupid thing that seems to destoy your life it just doesn't matter to me. It's impossible to ever be angry with you one look and your hooked. When your sitting with me and just look at me dead in the eyes you have a way of making me shake and go all tingly. Since the first time i saw you i felt myself fall in love.
Favourite Music
Brokencyde
Bring me the horizon
millionars
slipknot
the medic droid
Enter Shikari
secondhand serenade
you me at six
the blaqk year
Bradley Vaughn
36 crazyfits
Disco ensemble
Hellogoodbye
tonight is goodbye
lost prophits
the devil wears prada
Alesana
underoath
The Almost
panic at the disco
from first to last
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
drop dead gorgouse
dance gavin dance
The Used
we are the ocean
red jumpsuit apperatus
paramore
cute is what we aim for
fall out boy
saving aimee
glassjaw
Kids in glass houses
my chemical romance
atreyu
30 seconds to mars
seether
avenged sevenfold
trivium
bullet for my valentine
madina lake
there is really alot more but thinking so much hurts =/
maybe i should do some brain training ?
Favourite Films & TV
movies-Twilight is fucking tight nigga =] horor and comedy movies are indeed rather Geeeewd
tv-ummm i dont watch much tv but i like music channels well actually not really because even scuzz and those things don't play to much of my music =[
Favourite Books
Twilight Books are the only ones i have ever liked ;P
Education/Occupation
High school
Who I'd Like To Meet
I would like to meet you :]
or someone that is into everything i am
and any of the bands i like
My Links
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=398636738