Emo Scene Community

Like watching a train wreck You can't look away But that doesn't bother me Because I want you to stay I don't care if I'm a sideshow attraction It's really nice to finally get some fucking attention Hello my friends come one come all It's really been way too long It's nice to finally see you again It's been 20 fucking years with intrusive thoughts inside my head So great that you finally decided to, check up on me So great that you finally decided to, check up on me Where were you Where have you been I've felt so alone Been trapped in my head For every single night I couldn't fall asleep in bed For every ignored cry for help This blood is on your fucking hands So when I off myself Don't act like you cared Because I know the truth You were never really there So for the last time look at me Say goodbye to misery Say hello to amnesty From all these things that have haunted me Say goodbye to a nervous wreck Who's always plagued with thoughts of death Don't worry about me at all Because all I'll be is a stain on the fucking wall Swallow the bullet Who knew death tasted so bittersweet Maybe now someone will pay attention to me Who knew the best way to find friends Is to put a bullet inside your head Everyone loves you when your dead But that's fucked up i can't be another sob story Another allegory for depression, anxiety For everyone who feels like me who only ever dreams of hanging from the ceiling So where are my friends Where's my help Where's the love and the kind words from the ones who care Past my self-loathing Past all of my guilt There's just a child throwing a tantrum That wants to know how to feel alright I just want to be happy I just want to be happy I just want to be happy Don't know how to be happy