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Cut Cut Stab Stab - Jun 02 2018, 08:13 AM

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Hello. I thought I'd drop a post...

When I was 15 years old I met this 17 year old that I used to know...

I should be writing a journal, but here we go...

He was my white boy. Blonde hair and blue eyes. He was also ana boy lol. I was the mia girl (go figure). Anyway he was suicidal and I would let him selfharm on me. It was as simple as it sounds. I would take the infliction. It felt so fucking good. Yes. I am a masochist, further more at that time I was just getting back in touch with that.

By the time I new it I was gorging at my stomach with a kitchen knife (I so would of totalled a kids mind), and I was only a teen... 16 by then.

... incase you're curious my white boy turned into a white man, and grew out of ana tendencies (he looked so fucking hot with the meat), though what followed was tragedy; someone said he got killed, and I never saw him again.

Annnd... Now we're back. That was my selfharming story. I was just wondering if anyone else had any similar experiences there that infliction isn't a negative thing? Even if it was still bad.

Oh! And friend me if you like.
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Aug 13 2018, 12:54 PM

..... okkkk LOLLLL
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Aug 13 2018, 07:52 PM

Not gonna lie but... based on this post... maybe seeking some like therapeutic help, could definitely improve all of this.
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Jan 18 2019, 08:28 PM

Im a switch but i mostly enjoy recieving the pain.
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