Jul 08 2013, 10:14 AM

Hiya ^_^ ! , Im a very shy person ! and Im usually a loner . . ): But here lately Ive been coming around to people ! especially with the help of my boyfrann ! . He helps a lot because hes just so adorkable ! ^_^ . . Anyways , names Shi-An Skyy . Im 16 , Birthday is December 16th so Ill be 17 soon ! . Kinda excited only cause Ill be that much closer to 18 ! CANT WAIT ! (: Im usually prefer to be by myself . Only cause I truely feel people around me dont understand me . . So Im always in my room with my music blaring on full blast . Im an EX cutter , YaYeahh ! Im a survivor but sometimes i really just wanna do it because its my escape . I feel so fake on the outside because i put on this fake smile and my family and friends actually believe it . . Only person who sees right through it is Matt <3 Hes Myy Beast ! and i love him ! . . Living where i do isnt exactly fun . because " my so called type " occording to people here are freaks . . Dont get me wrong Ive been called a freak my whole life so it doesnt bother me . . Most people here are , , well in simple terms , " which Im not a stereo typer ! ! " but theyre either preps , girlie girls , or country . . . WHICH IM NEITHER ! But I can usually get along wiht everyone but Im one to like I said stick to myself . . <3 Well thats pretty much it ! Oh and I major in Graphic designing ! Im only a sophmore and I do all the yearbook journals and prom decorating for my school ! . . and already have a promised scholarship ! ^_^ (: Super Excited for that ! ! . . . Byee Earthlings !