Will u scatter my ashes where they wont be found
I kept my word when I swore tht I would let you down & now that Im gone
Try to forget me & just move on
I kept my word and you hate me for it now
Try to forget me & just move on Calling all Cars, by Senses Fail
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About Me
Hey I'm Ryan, 22 years old, live in Ipswich, Suffolk.
I abandoned the 'emo' look long ago, i feel that you shouldn't have to adhere to one way of dressing or presenting yourself just to express what scene you belong to. Being emo is more of a mental state than a physical one, and if you dont show it on the outside then no one can hurt you for showing it.
I used to get bullied like crazy back in high school, tried to take my own life, had to have major counselling and still getting therapy about it now.
I feel so disconnected from everyone, go through each day barely talking to anyone, just drowning in my own mind.
Favourite Music
A Day to Remember, A Skylit Drive, A Skylit Drive, Adolescents, Alesana, Alice in Chains, Alter Bridge, American Head Charge, The Amity Affliction, Arcade Fire, Architects, Arctic Monkeys, As I Lay Dying, Asking Alexandria, Attack Attack, Avenged Sevenfold, Band Of Skulls, Biffy Clyro, Billy Talent, Bloc Party, Bring Me The Horizon, Bullet For My Valentine, Chiodos, Coheed and Cambria, Cradle Of Filth, Deftones, Deez Nuts, The Devil Wears Prada, Devil You Know, Disturbed, Doves, Down, Duran Duran, Earth Wind & Fire, Emmure, Enter Shikari, Escape The Fate, Eyes Set To Kill, Faith No More, Falling in Reverse, Five Finger Death Punch, Foreigner, Hactivist, Hadouken, Halestorm, Him, Hoobastank, I Killed The Prom Queen, In Flames, In This Moment, Iron Maiden, Jimmy Eat World, Judas Priest, Kaiser Chiefs, Kasabian, Killer Be Killed, Killswitch Engage, King 810, Korn, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, Machine Head, Marylin Manson, Massive Attack, Mastodon, Matchbook Romance, Metric, Motionless In White, Mudvayne, Muse, Nero, Of Mice and Men, Nothing More, Outkast, P.O.D, Pantera, Papa Roach, Pearl Jam, Pink Floyd, Poison The Well, The Prodigy, Queens Of The Stone Age, Rage Against The Machine, Rainbow, Rammstein, Rise Against, Rob Dougan, Senses Fail, Serj Tankian, Shinedown, Skindred, Slipknot, Stick To Your Guns, System Of A Down, Thirty Seconds To Mars, Thursday, Trivium, We Are Harlot, While She Sleeps, Woe Is Me,
Favourite Films / TV / Books
TV Shows; Game Of Thrones, Dexter, Stargate Atlantis, American Dad, Jericho, Top Gear, Mock The Week, The Walking Dead, Red Dwarf, Futurama, Southland.
Movies; The Mist, Crimson Tide, Starship Troopers, The Matrix Trilogy, Lord Of The Rings, The Thin Red Line, Saving Private Ryan, Flags Of Our Fathers, Letters From Iwo Jima, The Guard Post, The Thing, Evil Dead.
The Dexter Series is excellent. Metro 2033 & 2034 are great reads. Anything by Stephen King.
I'm in the midst of writing my own novel!
Education / Occupation
Got an IT Qualification & Business Administration qualification.
Recently lost my job due to 'Budget Cuts' so just looking for another one.
Who I'd Like To Meet
I'd pretty muct get chastised if i said "I'm just here to meet girls". To be honest, anyone who shares the same interests, listens to the same music as me or who has bands they think i should listen to. Mainly i'd like someone to talk to all day, every day. Just to stop me from drowning in my own mind.
