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OurAndy

Andy
49 / Male / Sheffield, United Kingdom
Gay/Lesbian / Single
Member since: Mar 28, 2008
Last online: Nov 01, 2008

Current rating: 1.0/10 (1 votes cast)

About Me

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Back from the dead 02/11/2008

What's OurAndy Been Up to?

Where to start!? Well eleven operations later and stupid amounts of time in hospital, I am now back in the real world. I'm still rather weak and recovery is taking a very long time, but "Hi" everyone. Hope everyone is really well!? I shall be dropping everyone messages when I'm feeling up to it. Big shout, hugs and smiles to Tantra. Hope you're doing good baby girl.

All About Me! I often get called OurAndy or OurMichael in certain circles. I try to just be me, no masks, no games, no promises....but sometimes, I am just a twat!
I try not to be anything other than who I am, I am far too immature than is practical, I drink more than is sensible and I sleep less than is advisable. I don't act my age, I don't feel it and I don't really associate with people around my age infact I seem to have trouble getting on with people around my own age, I often get mistaken for mid 20s and usually can out party even my youngest friends.
I'm gay and proud of it, I live for partying, getting wasted, and for my friends, without them I don't know where I'd be, although I love them all, I just wanted to send loads of love & hugs to my babies Beth (Who I met whilst in hospital and has been my rock through it all, continues to be and I really don't know what I would do without her ...love you lots and lots Beth) Henry (hubby in law), Jamie (hubby in law & best mate), Lydia, Charlotte and BenBen - love you!! Special mention for Fluff, Lee, Heather, Wifey, Chris and Kim. It goes without saying, but I want to make a point of sending loads and loads of love to Tantra who I met through soEmo.co.uk, she is fast becoming the friend who has been missing, she gives me intellectual challenge, intellectual justification and what seems to be becoming a very apparent 'connection', which I find increasingly difficult to find in this society, love you baby girl XxMwahxX
I run my own business but don't particularly like working, I work because I have to and I need the money to live life (I am looking to move into another area of work to see if I can get something more from working). I live for today as tomorrow I could get hit by a bus.
Far too generous, nice and forgiving for my own good - working on that though! Been in bad places many times, but we all have problems, there are things I am unable to resolve in my head but I don't expect anyone to 'fix me' I just ask for a little understanding on certain issues (and visa-versa).
I love clubbing, used to go to super clubs (a lot) GateCrasher, Passion, Sundissential etc but don't go to them as often, different tastes really now. I love making new friends, love going out, but I do love a good night in too. I still have the outlook on life that I did when I was about seventeen / eighteen and have been told I'm somewhat immature for my age, like I said I don't feel it or act it.
I'm not too sure what I am looking for, don't have a type & that's with regard to friends or potential relationships, all I know is, if you're a little different then I'll admire you for that as I like individuals, even though we call ourselves 'emo' it doesn't mean we can't be individual as well. Although I hate 'categories', I used to be a CrasherKid, however now I always try to be a little different. I get called CyberEmo (apparently due to the fact that I listen to dance music, e.g. trance, hard house, electro etc etc) :s
I love to surf whenever I get the chance, when I do I go out it's either early in the morning or late at night when no-one else is out, just me and the sea, when I'm out there waiting for a wave I have managed to find a calm that doesn't seem to come around that often in my life. If I could do it financially I would not work and spend my life surfing, me and some friends have talked about having something like an 'Emo Surfers' group / association, blah blah blah!
I'm a great believer in never saying never and having an open mind about the future and never discounting any possibility. I would love to be able to say that it all gets easier as you get older, it actually doesn't, you just get that you care less what people think. I will say I have trouble understanding me and what goes on in my head, so I don't really expect anyone else to either, but you're welcome to try!

Pet Hates! Chavs, "The rents" - they drive me nuts on the odd occasions when we speak; people who comment "don't you think you ought to calm down and aren't you a little old to be dressing like that and lining your eyes", people who don't accept other people's individuality & choices, people who think there is an age limit on being 'emo', having to be part of the daily grind e.g. working - I don't want be a 'doley' or anything! (I don't expect anyone but myself to provide for me) I would just like to have the money so I didn't have to work!

Quotes!
Stuff that you will often hear me say:
'What do the cows in the meadow do?.....Moo!' 'Brap brap, beep beep, bop bop' 'Dobedoodobedoodobeeedoodoodoodoodoodoo' 'You just seem like a 'Lambrini' sort of girl' 'I'm not gonna lie to ya...I'm quite tired...and I feel like shit!' 'Sit on my face' 'It's fine, it's fine' 'We will have a nice time' 'Are you smiling?' 'Aye' 'Good times' 'Love you' 'Lavvv it' 'Are we happy?' 'Don't be shy now' 'Am alright me' 'Line!' 'Love you lots and lots like jelly tots and vodka shots and all that' 'Oh Beth I think this waters real, its wet and everything' - Me to Beth when I got fasinated with a water feature
'Circle. ciiiiircle and THRUST and THRUST!' - Henry
'Maybe you're just having one of those days where your mouth is too big for your face?' - me
'I saw you on the tv last night' - me 'On tv! in what?' - Tom 'Most Annoying People Of 2008' - me
'He's gone to be self-obsessed somewhere' - me when someone asked me where a mutual 'up themselves' friend had gone
'Henry, Richard hates you' - me 'Why what did he say?' - Henry 'Erm, I hate Henry' - me
*When we was all at Tash's the power went off* 'Oh shit, oh shit, I need the loo! Is the toilet going to flush with the power off?' - Tash (voted as her all time dumbest comment)
'I not too fussy & I hate slow, romantic sex...just fucking make me choke on it!' - Lee getting a little stressed during a 'dry spell'
'That's what the bullies used to sing when they chased me' - me
'Oh it's a wonderful life!' - Prozzy 'Well it will be when you get hit by a bus!' - Mathu
'Yeah we got back to her place, went to her room and she had a huge clitoris, freaked me out' - Lyds 'Oh yeah they're really scary, I think there was some in Jurassic Park when I watched it the other day' - Henry (Baby gay boy), Lyds then spent the next few minutes explaining that it wasn't a type of dinosaur
'The last time I saw something like that I had to pay an admission fee!' - me when two boys were getting it on at a club and it got a little intense
I thought we agreed that we was only taking at little off my hair and I was keeping my fringe me No we didnt agree, we discussed Louis Yeah I thought we discussed that I was having a trim me We did, but we never agreed on anything, anyway hold still and be quiet. Wheres the clippers? Louis
Did you ring into work? Louis I havent been there for the last 8 of 10 working days, I think its fairly safe to assume my client has pulled out of the contract me Oh thats ok, I just didnt want you to forget to call them! Louis
'Andy, your there, come on I want to dance, I'm in a grinding mood!' - Henry 'Henry! I'm not just going to jump up as soon as you come say you want to dance and grind with me...(two seconds later) now we can, I've finished my drink. :D - me
'At the end of the day' - me
'Whatever' - me
'Bugger!' - me
'Have you met my friend avaline?' -me
'Well you turned yellow and was shaking on the seats behind the pool table' - Bambi
'Hmmm' - me
'Never say Never' - me
'It was you who was ordering the doubles' - me
'Rack em up' - me (and everyone else)
'Ohh your bad temptin me' - me
'I need cheese on toast' me / Charette
'Yeah you'll be fine if you double drop' - me
'Ohh your supposed to sip the GB....oh bugger!' - me
'Look you useless waste of space know nothing CIS graduate, all that bollocks you learnt there doesn't work in real life, now shut the f*%k up and do what I tell you' - me
'Fuckinell aren't you ugly in the light' - me
'She's got a knife' - Bambi
'Vodka and Coke, no ice' - Bambi
'I need to go powder me nose' - Leanne
'Calm down, just calm down' - Chris
'Oh Andy my head, what were we drinkin last nite? I'm so hungover me boobs hurt, will you rub em for me?' - Wifey (Charette) 'Ok, just a min, I'll go get the oven mits & a sick bag' - Me
'Do you think there's anythin happenin between us?' - Richie 'Bit of friction if I'm lucky' - Me
'It's been snowing, let's all go sledging on the coffee table' - Joel when we (Joel, Tom, Me & Bambi) were all battered
'So is he your b/f?' - Random old friend who I forget 'Nah, I just thought I'd stalk him for a while to keep me busy' - me.
'Peaches' - Joel
'I got off with him a while ago' - Lee 'Who, that thing with a big head? Fuckinell I thought it was a siamese twin' - Me
'I'm gonna be scraping me fanny on the floor soon' - Lee 'Hold on a sec I best get a mop' - Me
'Oh god its full of monsters in here tonight lovey' - Lee
'Don't forget your banana's, there in Louis!!' - Joel
'Ewww! thats vile, tastes like week old monkey spunk' - Richie 'Erm how do you know what week old monkey spunk tastes like?' - Me
'I don't take drugs, the drugs take me' - Me
'and to this day, trying to forget those routines is a little bit like trying to get a Chav to count to more than five! :P' - Me
'I can kill you with my hips!' - Me
*Sign* - Me 'What? - Henry 'Oh, I'm just admiring how well my shoes go with my bag.' - Me
'Andy, what you on about, the seven poke rule?' - Laura 'Well if you've had less than 7 thrusts, you're still a virgin' - Me
'I don't think he's gay, he's just a bit weird' - Me
'I can't fucking stand Emo's' - Some chavs shouting at me and a couple of friends 'Don't be silly, you can't not like something that you can't even spell' - Me in reply to the chavs
During one of Tom's little queenie strops when he decided to punch me 'Tom! I had a girlfriend who passed wind harder than what you just hit me' - me

OurAndy's Piercing Diary

I have had my ears pierced for some time and love them but for a very, very long time I have been wanting SnakeBite piercings (Im sure I dont need to explain to anyone on here what they are, but just in case. The lower lip is pierced at either side of the mouth and either a ring or stud is put through). I have however not been and had them done because of maybe a little reluctance on my part and the fact that whenever I have discussed it with my friends, they have made a point of giving no support to what I want and practically lecturing me on why I shouldnt get them, how bad they are going to look, its a stupid idea, blah, blah, blah. That is until I discussed it with my friend the lovely Lydia and my friend who I met through soEmo.co.uk the gorgeous Tantra. Both Lydia and Tantra said at the end of the day it was my choice and if it was what I wanted then I should go for it. Which to be honest is all I wanted to hear from any of my other friends, but hey ho.
Tuesday 6th May:
So I was on my way to work in Sheffield, all be it late :P, I really wasnt in the mood to go and had the new boy on my mind. I just thought, right I am going to get my piercings done, so I made my way to Thou Art on Church Walk in Sheffield (its actually about five minutes away from my work). I spoke to the girl at the desk and explained I wanted SnakeBite piercings, she gave me a form to read through which asked me various questions about health, recent consumption of alcohol *whistle*, allergies etc and then at the end I had to sign to give consent to the piercings. I returned the form and handed over my 45.00. She then said I need to go upstairs and just take a seat.
As I was walking upstairs I was beginning to feel rather nervous, I got to the top of the stairs and went to sit down, but my piercer came out of his room and said hi and escorted me in. I took off my jacket and bag, and hung them on the hook. He asked me to sit on the bench/Doctors examination bed and asked me what I was wanting, so I explained the SnakeBite piercings. He then asked me if I had, had any piercings with a needle before. I said I hadnt and was terrified to be honest; he did smile and said its ok, dont worry. He said most people are scared with their first piercing with a needle. He then asked if I would like to see the equipment he was going to use and I said yes, he showed me the clamp, the piercing needle, the studs he would use etc. That did put me at ease a little once I had seen that the needle wasnt really as big as I had imagined.

He washed his hands thoroughly with antibacterial soap, dried his hands on a single use sterile towel and then used the alcohol antibacterial gel. He then put on latex gloves and opened a packet that contained a sterile sheet and placed it on the work medical trolley by his side. My piercer said Ok I need you to sit up straight, looked straight ahead and stare into my eyes (would have been far better if he had been cute, but he really wasnt :P). He positioned himself at my level and the swabbed my bottom lip and all around it with alcohol wipes. He then stared intently at either side of my mouth for a good few minutes then he marked points either side and then had a good stare again, he actually wiped the marks off four times and redid them until he was happy, each time wiping the area down with alcohol wipes. Once he was happy he grabbed a mirror and showed me the marks. He had pretty much hit exactly where I had visualised having them myself so I was really happy and agreed that they were perfect.

He then began getting out sterile clamps, needle, studs and all the other equipment that he needed and placed them on the sterile sheet on the trolley. Whilst he was doing this he went into detail about the importance of the cleaning and aftercare regime. He did explain that due to the location of these particular piercings that the risk of infection was higher than other locations and so that the cleaning regime was very important. He did say as well that cleaning the outside of the piercings more than was suggested on the advisory literature wouldnt really hurt. I must admit this did make me feel a little uneasy again now, but I did understand what he was saying.

My piercer the asked if I wished to sit up for the piercing or lay down, he did say he would recommend laying down as it helps to relax me more and if I do happen to jump there is a low risk of me getting caught or anything. Again this made me feel a bit uneasy but I took his advice and laid down on the on the Doctors table like thing. He then talked me through taking in some deep breaths and letting them out slowly, he got me to do this several times. He then asked if I wanted to have my eyes open or closed, he said he would recommend closed as people often tense up when they see the needle getting closer, so I closed my eyes. He then got me to do another depth breathe in and slow breathe out. He then explained he was going to clamp my lip, which he did, he then asked if I was ready and I said yes. He then said right deep breathe in, breathe out slowly, short stab as he pushed the needle through hear a click I wasnt sure what that was and then I could sense he was screwing the ball onto the end of the bar/stud. He then repeated the process for the other side and I was done. I had a little bleeding which he applied pressure to gently and assured me that, that was quite normal and nothing to worry about.

I cant say that the actual piercing was pain free but it wasnt anywhere near as bad as I had built myself up for. Its a short sharp pain more than anything. My piercer asked if I was ok and said I could sit up whenever I was ready. I sat up and he said ok lets take a look and then he showed me the results in the mirror, I got a big smile on my face when I saw how they looked. He then re-enforced the cleaning regime, gave me the literature and just said to call in if I had any problems. He asked if I had any questions and was I happy, I shook his hand and thanked him for explaining everything really well and for a pretty painless piercing. He asked if he could take my picture and I agreed and then left.

I called my friend who I thought would be out and about in Sheffield, and he agreed to meet me for a drink. I didnt tell him about my new piercings as he was one of the ones who had been going on about me not getting them done. I met up with him and I received lots of lovely comments such as Oh god Andy, why have you butchered yourself, You look stupid and all sorts of supportive comments. To add to it one started bleeding again a little, so I excused myself to the toilet to sort it out. I returned and my friend had been joined by another one of my friends and they both started going on so I decided to leave and head home.

I made my way to the train station and jumped on the next train to Chesterfield, I was rather pissed off with my so called friends comments and as the train I was on was the St Pancras train, I just decided to stay on and head down to London. I gave the new boy a call when I got closer to see what he was up to, and I explained that I was about thirty minutes away, as you can guess he was a little surprised. We met up, I ended up staying until Thursday evening and as the new boy already has lip piercings he took it upon himself to do the cleaning regime for me whilst I was there, I didnt mind at all. :P

Monday 12th May:
Any swelling that I had, has now gone down significantly, ibuprofen is really good for it and Ive got into the habit with the cleaning now. I have little bouts of discomfort now and then and I have noticed a couple of times a little bit of yellow / whitish fluid has sometimes come out when I have been cleaning around the outside of the piercing. I called Thou Art and they said this is quite normal as long as it doesnt smell bad and just advised me to apply gentle pressure with a cotton bud above and below the piercing and this should expel any fluid, which it appears to have done fine. The feeling of having them is taking a little getting used to but I love how they look. :D

Thursday 15th May:
Well my piercings are healing quite well now and the swelling has just about gone. The bruising/redness is now very small and hardly noticable, shaving is a little interesting, however I have managed to shave reasonably ok. I took some photos and uploaded them to soEmo.co.uk yesterday. Hehe my friend Tantra spotted them pretty much straight away. :D I have gotten into the cleaning regime quite easily. I love how my SnakeBites look and have received quite a few compliments on them (I have had a few people laugh, make fun and be arseholes about them as well, but I ignore them).
I have had a few occurrences where the little ball thingies have come off the end of the bars. Damn it's annoying as they are really small and really hard to find. I lost one and ended up improvising with a butterfly of an old ear stud to keep it in until morning when I could get to Thou Art. I went and bought a few new ball thingies, they only cost my 1 each and I carry a spare one with me at all times. I WILL STRESS THAT IT IS A REALLY GOOD IDEA TO BUY SPARE LITTLE BALL THINGIES. :D
Thursday 5th June:
Well as of tomorrow I will have had my SnakeBite's for a month and I have to say I love them to bits. I have stuck to the cleaning regime and cleaned them additional to what they recommended. I have not had any sign of infection and they are healing really well.
Although I shouldn't I have been able to remove the bars and replace them with plastic retainers when I had to (and I do stress had to), when I was going for a technical test and was unsure of my clients health and safety policy on piercings. I found the retainers really uncomfortable compared to the bars as there was little imperfections on the retainers and they irritated my lip. Metal can be polished so its perfectly smooth but it's difficult to do that with plastic.
I haven't suffered any kinda of discomfort since the swelling went (after about a week to ten days). The bars don't irritate my gum's, catch my teeth anything and I haven't suffered any kind of dribbling like that what got mentioned in the forums on here. The only issue I've really had is when the little ball thingies have come off the end, they are a nightmare to find and as I said earlier I got myself a little stock of replacement ones.
I would seriously recommend getting them (or even single lip piercings) to anyone who would like them, it really doesn't hurt that much getting them done and as long as you stick to the cleaning and aftercare routine they should be fine.

100 Things about me:
1 - My full name is Andrew Jason Birley.
2 - My star sign is Leo.
3 - I have grey eyes.
4 - I have to wear corrective contacts but I am not short or long sighted.
5 - I am the oldest of three siblings, but one died leaving me and my sister.
6 - I am approx 6ft 2 Inches in height.
7 - I have eleven scars, of which five were caused by someone else.
8 - I have broken thirteen bones, five in martial arts tournaments.
9 - I hold a Dan Grades in Wado-Ryu Karate, Kyoshu-Jitsu, Iaido and Hapkido but am no longer able to practice due to extensive injury in tournaments.
10 - I had to have my severed left little finger sewn back on after a colleague moved the wrong way during an Iaido demonstration.
11 - I have four piercings, one in each ear and one at either side of my bottom lip.
12 - My favourite colour is red.
13 - I can drive but currently dont.
14 - I own two cars, a 1973 Volkswagen 1303S Beetle and a 1998 Vauxhall Calibra SE9.
15 - I enjoy photography and have sold some of my photographys to galleries around the UK.
16 - I have met less than half of the cousins that I have been told I have.
17 - I have skydived eleven times, seven of which were for charity.
18 - I once threw up out of the third floor window (because I had gotten drunk at lunch time) onto the Head Masters car below.
19 - A history teacher threw a black board rubber at me in frustration because I was questioning the dates he was giving when describing the third crusade, I got suspended even though it turned out that I was correct with the dates and he wasnt.
20 - My IQ was recorded at 159 when I was last properly tested for a job I applied for in 2005.
21 - I worked at Granada Studios in Manchester for two years and would walk up and down Coronation Street most days as there was a data storage facility at the far end.
22 - I almost completed training as a Chef but due to the Hotel group going into receivership I was unable to do so.
23 - I dont usually sleep for more than about three hours per night.
24 - After a challenge from a friend to see just how long I could go without sleep, I stayed awake for nine days without the use of any stimulants.
25 - I spent four weeks sleeping on the beach at Fistral Bay and spending my days surfing.
26 - I spent two weeks alone in Trossachs National Park in Scotland with nothing more than a sleeping bag, a one man tent, the clothes I had on and some cooking pots.
27 - I have been diagnosed with Attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder, and do suffer the symptoms constantly but I try not to let it rule my life.
28 - I have also been diagnosed with Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, an example being if the number of steps from my house to the train station arent the same as the first day I made the walk I wont get on the train.
29 - I lost my virginity to another boy of the same age at thirteen, and my virginity with a girl at the age of twenty, although I had, had sex before thirteen but not through my choice.
30 - I was vegetarian for many years but had to return to eating meat when I almost died in hospital and it was found that I was unable to absorb the iron and nutrients I needed from injections and tablets.
31 - I have twice witnessed someone die.
32 - I would like to visit Japan some day.
33 - I skipped school with two friends when I wasnt quite eleven to go to the first Live Aid Concert.
34 - I came out at my parents Church Garden Party by saying to the girl my mother was trying to set me up with by saying Im sure youre really nice and everything, but Im sorry I only have sex with men, so unless youve got a cock under your dress, I kind of doubt anythings going to happen!.
35 - Me and my friend Fluff went out one Thursday night starting in Sheffield, visited Leeds, Nottingham, Newcastle, Manchester, Liverpool, Derby, Birmingham, Leicester, Bristol, London and Portsmouth, visiting thirty eight clubs, seeing over forty eight DJs and changed into nine different cyber wear outfits along the way. We returned home six days later. We were featured in MixMag for our adventure.
36 - I was an active member of a conservation activist group for three years.
37 - I believe that life exists on other worlds.
38 - I dont believe in God or the Devil, but I do believe there is something after this existence.
39 - I have never done any revision for any exam in my life, but have only not achieved a good mark twice.
40 - I have been employed in fourteen different professions during my working life.
41 - I am severely allergic to nuts.
42 - Money is of little importance to me as long as I have enough to live my life.
43 - Happiness is my single biggest thought, but I don't expect anyone to make me happy.
44 - Im not afraid of getting older but I do wander if my body will be able to keep up with what I put it through.
45 - I have no wish to have children but I do sometimes wander what they would be like.
46 - When I was ten I performed on stage in front of the Duke and Duchess of Devonshire and when meeting the Duke and Duchess after the show I asked the Duke if he always smelled like that.
47 - I live alone in a three bed roomed house.
48 - I live in Chesterfield, Derbyshire.
49 - I was originally going to be named Rainbow Reece, but I assume my parents stopped smoking the wacky baccy.
50 - You are now half way through.
51 - I hate having to think about decisions, I am happier making decisions on the spot, I dont think about both options, I just select one, go with it and never debate it.
52 - My laptop never leaves my side.
53 - I love reading comics.
54 - Me and two friends once walked through Doncaster town centre on a Saturday afternoon in flip-flops, hot-pant type denim shorts and crop tops,singing its raining men.
55 - I crashed my Dads new Lotus at one hundred thirty miles per hour only nineteen hours after he had picked it up.
56 - I have been arrested nine times.
57 - I learnt to play guitar when I was younger and played in a band until I was seventeen, but I havent played in years now.
58 - Cheese on toast and a mug of tea is my saviour after a heavy night out.
59 - I would die without my hair straightners.
60 - I love to surf on the sea whenever I get chance.
61 - I dont care what people think of me as long as they let me be me.
62 - I have been on three blind dates.
63 - I am a very private person despite being rather outgoing.
64 - I taught myself how to lay bricks and plaster walls.
65 - I never walk under signs or tread on grates / man-hole covers.
66 - I never buy a ticket before I get on a train.
67 - I have only ever missed one Global Gathering.
68 -I prefer to sleep in the day when I can and be awake at night.
69 - I dont get mad, I get even.
70 - I dont have regrets about anything.
71 - When Professor X gets killed in X-Men 3, I began to cry and it took me nearly fifteen minutes to stop.
72 - The first time I went to CyberDog in Camden, I ran up 1700 on my credit card.
73 - I would love to live in Barcelona.
74 - I prefer baths to showers.
75 - Im a dog person, rather than a cat person, although I dont have either.
76 - I live life, rather than just being alive.
77 - I hardly ever smile on photographs.
78 - I would rather be too cold than too hot.
79 - I set my alarm clock thirty minutes before I really need to so I can doze for 30 minutes before getting up.
80 - I regularly leave my mobile in random places.
81 - I have a terrible memory.
82 - I love musicals.
83 - I used to run a rescue centre for guinea pigs, rabbits and other small animals.
84 - I hold honesty in very high regard and always to be honest even if its good or bad.
85 - If I get a cold / flu I am really mardy and no matter what anyone says I am in fact close to death. I tend to never leave bed and sulk until it goes.
86 - With the exception of my sister, my friends are more important to me than family.
87 - I almost got married, but called it off two weeks before the big day.
88 - I am a qualified first aider.
89 - I adore really old Hollywood films.
90 - I am rather sentimental when it comes to holding onto what most people would probably think was junk if it has some meaning or a memory for me.
91 - I can get really angry if someone tries to make me change my views and ideas to what someone else thinks they should be.
92 - I recycle everything that I am able to.
93 - I never kill spiders.
94 - I do believe in karma.
95 - I get giggly after not sleeping for a few days.
96 - I have pretended to be on the phone if I have spotted someone I didnt wish to speak to.
97 - Im always late.
98 - I can be quite messy, but then I go clean freak for a few weeks.
99 - I hate ironing.
100 - I get bored quickly if Im not stimulated or see the point in something.

Favourite Music

Huge huge varied tastes, Trance, Hard House, Electro will always hold a special place for me, some of the best nights of my life were spent in Gatecrasher, Sundissential etc :-). Now I listen to all sorts, from A.F.I, Panic At The Disco, Blessthefall, Foo Fighters, Nirvana to Gary Numan, but loads and loads really. Here's a little sample of some of my favourite dance music artists: Tiesto, Scot Project, Ferry Corsten, Mauro Picotto, Paul Van Dyk, Sander Van Dorm, Jan Johnston, Andy Farley, Tony De Vit (R.I.P), Daft Punk, Delerium, Matt Hardwick, Scott Bond, Lost Witness, Lisa Lashes, Eddie Halliwell, Agnelli and Nelson, Riley and Durrant, Paul Oakenfold, Tall Paul, Marko V, Gouryella, Energy 52, Binary Finary, Dejure, Underworld....I could go on and on, but that is a small sample of some of my favourites. I shall keep updating this section asap with what I'm listening to at the moment.

Favourite Films / TV / Books

Matrix Trilogy, The Crow, Lord Of The Rings, Silent Hill, Event Horizon, Omen Trilogy, Saving Private Ryan, NightWatch & DayWatch, Kill Bill 1&2, Point Break, Beautiful Thing, Donnie Darko (Directors Cut), Elephant, Zero Day, Akira, Ghost In The Shell. Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Angel, Heroes, Anything with Gordon Ramsay, The Lost Room, The Sarah Connor Chronicles, Dexter, Cold Case Meh not at the moment

Education / Occupation

Technical Architect Usually - My current contract is a project to create a system to deploy device encryption to several thousands users devices.

Who I'd Like To Meet

People who are just themselves and don't try to mold themselves or expect anyone else to, just to fit in. People who are as content sitting chatting about random stuff with a group of friends as they are out in a club going wild. People who live their lives as opposed to just being alive!. Tantra in person, I may have to have a trip down sometime :D Actually people I would like to meet - Sir Ian Mckellen, Marilyn Manson, Keanu Reeves, My best friend from school Anton, actually there are loads but I can't be arsed to list them :-s Actual people I would have liked to have met - My brother who died whilst being born, Kurt Cobain, David Hume, Mark Bolan, River Pheonix, Brandon Lee, Ted Bundy, Jim Morrison, & maybe a bit randomly Morecombe & Wise. People I would just like to have one more day with - All my Grandparents, they have all died and I do miss them.

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amychub
Feb 03 2011, 10:38 AM
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amychub
Feb 03 2011, 10:37 AM
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amychub
Feb 03 2011, 10:37 AM
hi, i really love your photos :) u should check out my new pics reply and tell me what you think xxx
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amychub
Feb 03 2011, 10:12 AM
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Tantra_B
Nov 02 2008, 08:33 AM
Right, this is now the second attempt at writing a reply to your comment. My brother seemed it fit to stick something metal into the living room heater and so the trip switch went, turning my computer off and losing the comment along with it. My smile when I first saw that you commented me though, was certainly one to die for :D At any rate, hi sweetheart! I've certainly missed you, your present is still all tucked up away safe in my wardrobe :D Anyway, I am doing rather great at the moment. A lot has happened these past few months, a lot of up and downs but I think I shall just tell you in small chunks, otherwise we'll be here forever :D Life for me personally is having a plus-side, although things at home at a bit bumpy but I suppose that balances things out a bit. All in all though, I'm actually enjoying life and have finally realized a lot of things lately. Even thought back to some past conversations we've had, so thank you love :D Thank you very much for taking the time to comment me though. I know I don't top the "most-important" list, but it's nice to know that I've been missed and not forgotten :) *snuggles* ^-^ Good to hear you're back with us in the "land of the living". hehe, love that :D Bloody hell, eleven operations and counting? You poor thing...I owe you a lot of special hugs now it seems :D Again, no worries if it takes a while to reply to this comment. Just get better darling :) <3 Take care, speak to you soon. Love you loads ^-^ xx <3 xx Oh and P.S. It seems gay dudes are on the rise :D There are two in my college group, alone :D
SomeMorbidKid
Jul 05 2008, 04:31 PM
oh, and your piercing diary saved me quite abit of worrying! it was a great idea xx
SomeMorbidKid
Jul 05 2008, 04:30 PM
oh, we havent spoken in so long! yay, i got snakebites 15 days ago! :D so, yeah, how are you? :) xx
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xxxmcremoxxx
Jul 02 2008, 07:37 PM
Hey !!! Just wanted to say that I think your profile is awesome & you seem like such an interesting person. Big Hugs :) :) :)
randa
Jun 24 2008, 04:17 AM
i love ur way to describe all in ur mind,, its cool,,]]==xx
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Tantra_B
Jun 23 2008, 03:14 PM
Hey gorgeous. Yay for being back properly! *joins in with happy dance* :D "Circle. ciiiiircle and THRUST and THRUST!" Hmmm.... :P Love you loads and loads also :D <3
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- Tryin to decide, falling off the sofa & snakebites

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- People trying to make me think & snakebites

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- About as close as you get to me breaking a smile

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- A lil smile & 1st pic of new snakebites

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- Those of a nervous disposition please look away!

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- How shud I know

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- Lets Try B&W

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- Still bored!

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- Me bored, down

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