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Jan 10 2019, 09:29 PM

Cut off my wings and come lock me up
Just pull the plug yeah, I've had enough
Tear me to pieces, sell me for parts
You're all vampires so here
You can have my heart

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Jan 08 2019, 08:55 AM

Have you ever felt so small and unimportant?

Like you’re screaming at the top of your lungs but no one can hear you?

Like you’ve cried so hard you’ll never be okay.

Like you rely on someone that maybe just isn’t right.

I don’t know what I’m doing here. I’m way over my head. I think I need to go.

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Jan 07 2019, 09:48 PM

Every moment, every second, every trespass
Every awful thing, every broken dream

I think I gotta go.

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Dec 30 2018, 03:29 PM

It’s been 4 weeks and already I feel like what I said is true.

You’re more important to me than I am to you.

I miss you so much...I don’t think you even realise. Or care 😔

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Dec 29 2018, 05:49 PM

Tomorrow should have been an important day. And it’s not.

I feel like I’m loosing my grip slightly. My smile is false and my laugh is fake.

Part of me is screaming inside and no one hears me. I’m sorry I’m clinging to you...you’re the only other person who might understand. But I don’t even know if it’s okay anymore to need you.

Help me?

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Dec 23 2018, 09:39 PM

When you feel like history is repeating itself 😔

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Dec 20 2018, 08:11 AM

Then the time for being sad is over
And you miss 'em like you miss no other
And being blue is better than being over it (over it)

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Dec 16 2018, 07:46 PM

***journal deleted***

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Dec 14 2018, 12:24 AM

Going to bed with a swollen food and glass stuck in it

Fuck life.

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Dec 12 2018, 10:13 PM

I missed a really important call today.
And I’ve ignored the message to call back.

I don’t think I want this conversation. I don’t wanna know.
My stomach is on the floor and I feel so sick.

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Dec 10 2018, 03:52 PM

When I wake up, the dream isn't done
I wanna see your face and know I've made it home.
If nothing is true, what more can I do?
I am still painting flowers for you woah oh

There’s so much I wish I could tell you...

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Dec 09 2018, 09:57 PM

I’m so scared and I have never felt so on my own 😔

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Dec 09 2018, 06:22 PM

Thinking about something made a song pop into my head. And now I can’t these lyrics out my head..

Cause I've waited for all my life,
To be here with you tonight.
Just put me on my back,
Knock me out again....

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Dec 08 2018, 09:11 PM


I hate off days. I feel lonely in off days. I spend a great percentage of my day talking to you and on these off days my day feels empty.

I want to tell you about my day. I want to tell you how I feel and I want to tell you my thoughts.

It’s almost like a part of me is missing. But at the end of the day...I’m just missing you.

I really want to see you. It’s almost like a need 😕

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Dec 07 2018, 10:21 PM

It’s really good to hear you voice
Saying my name, it’s sounds so sweet ❤️🖤

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Dec 07 2018, 12:24 PM




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Dec 06 2018, 06:21 PM

Well I'm stuck in this fucking rut
Waiting on a second-hand pick-me-up
And I'm over getting older
If I could just find the time
Then I would never let another day go by
I'm over getting old

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Dec 05 2018, 09:22 PM

Shoulda kept my fucking mouth shut 🤣

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Dec 04 2018, 07:35 PM

Why can’t I get you out my head? O.o

And why I miss you so much more than I should?

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Dec 02 2018, 09:22 PM

I’ve been trying to find words for all of this. I still don’t think I can. Some of this may not make sense, so I’m sorry.

It's been a fucking long time since I spent time with you in person. I know we talk nearly every day. But being in front of someone is so different. Until I saw you I don’t think I realised how much I missed you around and it hit me quite hard when I left how much I missed you before I even got half way home. Probably more than I should.

I tried to be honest over our last drink and I still don’t think I’ve said all I could. You know the major bit...just how important to me you are <3

Whilst I have a habit of living in the past anyway a lot of what you said kinda got to me and I’m sorry I went abit quiet for abit. It’s halfway between never being good enough and jealousy.

Your turn. Come see me soon? Xx

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