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Apr 09 2013, 08:05 PM

Long distance relationships.
There were promises, hopes, dreams.
Yes, we didn't talk every day, but we would send at least one daily message; saying good morning, to have a good day, and mostly to describe the dreams we had about the other.
Babe, you promised, I promised.
The only difference is that I stayed, I told them no, I waited.
You? You said you couldn't handle being alone; going through life alone anymore.
Has it ever crossed your mind that I was alone too?
You were my only friend
You were the reason why I didn't do it.
You were the reason why I didn't mind too much about doing everything alone.
You say she understands your pain, she helps you through it all.
As long as you are happy, then I wont say anything.
I don't want to spoil it for you, with my never ending sadness.
I love you hun, but you love her.

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Jan 24 2013, 12:27 PM

Painting across the old scars.
Creating new ones.
Creating new regrets.
Simply giving up on what you tried so hard on.
It doesn't matter anymore.
It never did.
Just pretending you were happy.
Pretending like you cared.
Putting on a smile so everyone around you would stay happy.

You slip up once.
It's all over now.
No turning back.
Just keep painting across those old scars.
And hope, you'll see the day where they'll just be Old Scars again.

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Aug 09 2012, 06:02 PM

dont trust anyone..
i learned my lesson.

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Aug 05 2012, 09:33 PM

.-. i never drink or smoke or get high .-.
but honestly..
sometimes.. i think that i should just give up..
say fuck it.
lock myself in my room, get drunk and debate wheather or not to continue my life.
i have nothing going for me.
im going to be alone for the rest of my life.
everybody hates me .-.
right now.. i just want to give up .-.

one of these days..
i will.

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