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Jul 22 2013, 11:59 AM

Let's see how this goes.

Relationships are too hard to handle. It's not that I like to be alone to my lonesome self; I just can't seem to handle the fact of the other person. Being in a relationship has it's ups and downs. But now, I am at my down. I don't like the feeling of being attached. He tries to control me like nonstop, he claims this is "love". He became obsessive, and it is driving me crazy.
I can't blame him (well actually I can, if I desired to). But this... is too much. The fact he dislikes me having friendships with more guys than girls is overwhelming. He has misunderstood the fact, he is one of my best friends; however, he can't accept i have more male friends? This isn't coming to my liking. I'm not trying to be selfish. After 4 months of being in a relationship, I rarely saw him, never really facetime and he doesn't attend the same school. School is about to start in less than a month, and now it's time for a fresh start. To have last year brushed away, and this year to begin. Meaning, I don't want a boyfriend. The only issue I see is, how he's going to take it. Lately (the past two days now), I have been completely ignoring his text messages and his comments on IG. I feel partially bad, but i don't. I need my space, and I've been thinking things over. Now I am not sure how I want to end things with him. ouchhh...

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Feb 26 2013, 10:13 PM

I fallen back in the ocean blue. The waves crashing into each other while I'm there drowning not even tempting to save myself anymore. either way your end is death.

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Feb 20 2013, 09:37 PM

here's to the days I never wanna wake up
here's to the nights where I stay up all night
I feel like falling down never getting back up on me feet
screaming in vein til I no longer can sing

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Feb 16 2013, 10:16 AM

"we live our lives like we're ready to die. We're going no where"
~Bring Me The Horizon

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Feb 15 2013, 02:52 PM

Tell me maybe do you know how it feels to be in the ocean deep with no Gil's to breathe?
Tell me maybe i wont be lost in this world til the day i die? I fear the worst alright.
the glimpse of the day burns my eyes
i cant forget the daylight your memory lies there
We had fallen down like shooting stars
I wish we could go back to being glamorous stats

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Jan 31 2013, 10:55 PM

please tell me why I actually care?
when I ever felt was..
the pain you have.
the pain you gave.
and lastly
the pain you torture me with.
I don't like but it doesn't stop you.
thanks for the love. I really appreciate it.

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Total Journal Entries: 6