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Apr 09 2012, 10:32 PM

XSilentXDeathX - soEmo.co.uk

[b] Reasons for what Ive done and my behavior. Any questions just ask [/b]
Everything has completely gotten out of hand. Its so hard to keep up with everything that has been going on. Every day, forcing myself to get out of bed, looking in the mirror nearly breaking it every time I look at it. Got being able to find anything that suits my mood anymore, I feel like nothing looks nice on me anymore. Going to school seems like hours of driving instead of a few minutes. So much harder to be in school, biting back tears, forcing a good mood and smiles and laughs are getting harder. Keeping in touch and staying around friends are getting harder. Accepting hugs and fun conversations seem completely out of reach now. Even in practice, its difficult to get dressed and just to pull that one stroke seems like an accomplishment right then and there. Everything has gotten harder to do, everything has become foreign. Do I know why? Yes, I do, but a few reasons I wont post it on here. Haven't eaten anything in 5 days. Haven't slept in 4 nights. Feeling like I'm getting drained more and more everyday, soon I'll just be on my own, away from everyone. Like I used to.
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 - soEmo.co.uk

Apr 11 2012, 04:06 PM

Don't be. You have friends that'll miss you if this ever happened. How come you never told me this, Silent? ._. Chillax. There's always hope.


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