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heatherthekitty's Journal

Total Journal Entries: 7

Dec 19 2015, 02:44 PM

Last night I bleached my hair and it is all orange, I ran out of it however so a section in the back is a dark brown color or medium brown. Lol, my hair matches my cat's fur. (He is a ginger kitten)

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Dec 10 2015, 09:05 PM

My boyfriend broke up with me a couple of days ago but he claimed that he was unable to love and was emotionless, he couldn't feel a thing. He did not want to lead me on with false hope of being loved, so he broke up with me. He said that he was made to just die alone, and these past few days it had been really depressing.I wonder what I did wrong. I kept crying and flipping out in class and getting panic attacks. It hurt, a lot. I thought that I was in love with him and I still think that I am but then again I don't know what to do because for the whole two months that me and him were dating he never felt the same way that I did. I loved him but he didn't love me although he would tell me that he did all the time, we would always hug and kiss. He is a wonderful human being but I could never imagine that he was ever this broken. I didn't want to lose him, it was like, I knew at some point that he was going to break up with me but I didn't want it to happen, so that's why I couldn't prepare myself for it... But he said "I still want to be your friend" And now it hurts whenever we hug before we separate if I am walking home and he is staying after school, because I had the habit of giving him a kiss and telling him that I loved him, but now i can't do that. Because we are just friends now. It hurts. And everytime that I am around him I hold in all the tears that I feel like crying out and just smile. So sorry for being really inactive on here, it is just that i am super busy with school at the moment but I will be posting a lot more during x-mas break, and I also had been really depressed lately. I keep getting bullied and getting a lot of crap just for being myself, in the mean time around break and knowing that my grades are definitely good (3.8 GPA atm) then I will put up some pictures up on my modeling page. It is just math that sucks for me, lol. Horrible at it and since I am from America I take this class that is pretty much integrated math, all math but small bits and are nowhere near pre-algebra or algebra. But I am a freshman so I guess that it is ok.
And did you know that i ma 15 now?
Next year it will be legal for me to drive a car :)
Just would have to get the driving lessons and license.

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Dec 05 2015, 02:06 PM

I know that i have been inactive on here so sorry guys but update: i had been really busy with school lately and now i am off break so yah..

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Nov 29 2015, 06:06 PM

I hate myself a lot and yeah it is just because I see so many other people that have it better than I do in life. They look better, feel better, make better decisions, have better friends and family, everything. I just wanted to show people that there are other people that hate themselves out there so be careful before you go and rub it in someone else's face that they have it better than someone else, because that just hurts. A lot. And I would do anything to make things better for myself but unfortunately that is out of my own reach and there is nothing that I can do.

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Nov 24 2015, 06:10 PM

Can't believe I became a site model today!! yay :)

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Nov 23 2015, 09:46 AM

What are some suggestions on any bands that I should listen to?

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Nov 23 2015, 09:40 AM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=agMqUoo4zPc

check out my first youtube video, I know that it sucks but I tried~~~

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