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| Jul 14 2017, 01:34 AM "Why does love scare me?" You might say? Because its fucked me up in practically every way Just when I think that they're gonna stay My heart gets ripped apart and torn away You see I fall too hard and I fall too fast Ever sense my first love cesed and passed Cuz when I twelve years old All my friends were playing in a tree While I sat in my room crying R.I.P The shit that I saw I should have stabbed my chest with a knife Because the shit that I saw was murder of the love of my life But time after time none of it turned out right Should I do it tonight? I even failed at killing myself Who would have known how much that I needed your help Tyler, my love, you will forver be missed Cuz your lips they feel like no other person that I've kissed And time after time ive tried to replace you Chased them just kinda like I chased you But all that it got me was used and abused Used And Abused I know your gone, but you were all I actually needed The first guy cheated Oh no, here we go again It looks like im falling in love again The second guy cheated And when I asked why He said "shut up emo chick, go cut yourself and cry." So maybe this girl that I love will be more loyal No these hoes ain't nothing but motherfucking spoiled Haha And stupidly enough, I ran away with this guy He caught my tears every time that I held him and cried But one day all that shit changed While we were living in the slums asking for change 3 am, dragged me out to the street Ripped my clothes from my body that he beat Yup, That was me He beat me down to the ground But enough of that shit Opps looks like I fell in love again Done with that shit Damn You get the point im gonna stop writing now I really fucking need a joint | |
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