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CyanideCinderella
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Betrayed Aug 06 2009, 12:31 PM

you break my heart To save your own but your the one Who will die alone Your cut my veins To save yourself the pain But pretending its not your fault will give you nothing to gain You put me in front of you To save you from the bullet But the trigger was pulled by someone And im the one that pulled it

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xXxChrisJWxXx
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Aug 06 2009, 12:34 PM

Hun deep but great. Anyone in mind when writing this? Publish it if you dun mind

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CyanideCinderella
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Aug 06 2009, 12:53 PM

I dont mind, if you want to put rubboish stuff on your site :s Sorry. My mum just gave me soo much crap and is now calling the police on me, guess what for revenge, shes going to tell them i stole money from her. And she just said things i know she wont regret when shes sober. :'(

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xXxChrisJWxXx
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Aug 06 2009, 12:57 PM

Aww baby I'm so sorry. I'm here for you and the police can only give you a reprimand so you'll be ok if she does anything. I'm here for you hun an even if your moms an idiot not seeing what she has then thats her problem. You'll get away hun. Oh and your work is art its not crap and never has been. I love it.

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xXxChrisJWxXx
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Aug 06 2009, 01:04 PM

"CyanideCinderella is a promising poet recently discovered on SoEmo.co.uk (links on the home page to this site), she shows a promising talent and her work seems to be improving leaps and bounds with every work produced. CyanideCinderella is a feature poet of this site and hopefully will remain to be so for a long time to come." Poem posted Betrayed

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CyanideCinderella
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Aug 06 2009, 01:27 PM

Dude she would kill me if she had the guts. She blamed me for £30 that went missing yesterday and she found out she spent drunk and spent it all on speed. I dont care about the police it just hurts too know that she hates me enough for me to hate her right back. I through my phone like 9 times and she pinned me down and spat in my face apparently im a two-faced bitch. Im sorry for loading my problems on you i just tend to lose control somethimes :/ Wheres that then? And where the hell did it come from lol? xxxx

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xXxChrisJWxXx
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Aug 06 2009, 01:40 PM

On my site theres a lil bit about each poet. Hun we gotta get you out of there. Youre not two faced and you are way more than she can ever know. Ask anyone, you're a smart young woman and you do so much. You're here making friends and being a productive member of a community. I really think you're better than you think. You're my best friend and I'm here for you. You know you're my best friend and you don't deserve the $^*% she gives you, you're much better. Hun just know I'm here for you, you can rant at me all you want I'm your friend and it's part of a friends duties to look after one another and share problems. I'm here for you hun xx

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CyanideCinderella
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Aug 06 2009, 02:17 PM

Dude i dont live with her, but i hate the people i live with now but i have no reason to, they drive me to school everyday, wash my clothes make me dinner, take me to concerts. I guess i just hate the history with them (btw my career used to be my mums best mate for like 24 years and now my mum wants to stab her). People tell me i dont deserve this shit, and to be honest no one does my mum just helped me realise theres no such thing as an escape route, just another path to something more. I know your here me babe and i couldnt ask of you anymore. And your right i think extremely little of myself but its hard to feel good about yourself when you hate yourself so bad :S Thankyou CJ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

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xXxChrisJWxXx
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Aug 06 2009, 02:30 PM

I know what you mean but we can work you through that. You've just admitted you're better than you think that's a small step. There is always an escape rout you just have to find it, sometimes it's right in front of you and you can't see it. I'm not the smartest but I've learnt, little things can lead to one big thing be it a friend or a new start, you can escape you just have to wait, at least till 16 when you get to chose where you live etc. We all seem to hate who we live with it's just rebellion, it's part of growing up. I'm here for you and I know you said it's all you can ask for but I'll try to do all I can to make your life a little more easier when I can. Parents and families are complex and annoying but sooner or later we learn to live with them or if you can't stand one another then without. I'm here and your friends are no matter what happens. All I ask is you look after yourself S because you're important. xxxx

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CyanideCinderella
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Aug 06 2009, 02:36 PM

I guess so. I guess i just have to find that right timed and right feeling escape route :/ Yeah i think when you live with someone you get stressed with each other because you see ach other everyday. I will. I promise. Speaking of parents and shizz how was things with you and your mum today? I f you dont mind me asking? :) thanks, like the millionth time lol xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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xXxChrisJWxXx
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Aug 06 2009, 02:39 PM

Ready to kill her lol It's ok hun we're friends, it's what I'm here for xoxo

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CyanideCinderella
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Aug 06 2009, 02:54 PM

Lol know how you feel Well if you wanna talk im here :) twank you :) xx

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xXeMoRaCeRXx
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Aug 07 2009, 03:11 AM

CyanideCinderella I feel for you and Chris good to see you continually giving good advice.

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xXxChrisJWxXx
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Aug 07 2009, 10:15 AM

I do what I can Matt

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CyanideCinderella
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Aug 07 2009, 12:56 PM

I know you do. But maybe sometimes you need to do things for yourself aswell

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xXxChrisJWxXx
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Aug 07 2009, 01:16 PM

I will when it's my turn

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CyanideCinderella
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Aug 10 2009, 02:33 PM

Dude, its been your turn so many times but you never take it. I guess thats why im here, like you are for me . Im not going to let you miss your turn :) xxxx

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xXxChrisJWxXx
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Aug 11 2009, 11:10 AM

I'll always miss my turn if it benefits others more. You need to take you're turns too hun You deserve them xx

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CyanideCinderella
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Aug 11 2009, 01:53 PM

Dude take some of your ownm advice :) xxxx

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xXxChrisJWxXx
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Aug 12 2009, 07:31 AM

Nah, as a wise phone once said "Take my advice I don't use it anyway!" lol, love that line. If you click on the line you can download the wallpaper for your phone!

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CyanideCinderella
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Aug 12 2009, 10:59 AM

I love the change of subject lol Okays w.e :) xxxxx

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