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Okayy, i'm in serious need of some help... Right i fell in love withh this guy that i knew through a friend i'd only ever spoken to him over facebook but i still managed to fall ridiculously head over heels in love withh him. He was absolutely perfect for mee, he was sweet, sensitive, cutee, he was into all the same music as mee, everything. He was exactly likee mee, and well he told mee he loved mee and that i was perfect (which of course i am far from) but perfect for him. And then he just didn't reply to anything i said, we were in the middle of a convo and he just stopped replying, it's been about 9 weeks now since he stopped replying and i don't think he ever will... And it is very possible that he'd been lying about near enoughh everything he said, what he looked like, where he lived, and that he ever actually cared for mee. He really f*ucked my head,emotions,sense of judgement and trust, he really made mee want to die, he left mee withh scars that will be a constant reminder and i have to have councilling now, but withh all that he did, how much pain he's putting mee through i'm still completely in love withh him. I'm trying to move on, to forget about him and get on withh my life but every single day all i can think about is him. I try to tell myself i don't love him and hope that one day it will just happen but i'm still waiting on that day. I fake a smile, a laugh everyday i tell people i'm happy and no-one has any idea that i'm still feeling extrememly suicidal and alone. Any advice on how i could forget about him and try and move on?? :/ :/ </3