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This is a short story I wrote based on the egg theory of afterlife. Please enjoy! XX It burned. An agonizing explosion known to few... I felt the sharpness sting the back of my head and spread like a thousand dancing flames from the point of entry, down my spine. In a matter of seconds I had expirienced enough pain to last a lifetime. Then it was over. I felt calm, relaxed, like someone melted down tranquility and shot it up into my veins. Now that I think about it, I don't remember the last thing I saw, or smelt, just the horrible pain, and the taste of lead in my mouth. But now, in this place, the memory seemed so far away. Here I felt extreme ecstacy. I had entered some sort of nirvana. Time stood still here... I knew not if I had been within this place for hours, minutes, seconds, or days. I didn't care. It all seemed so irrelvent. Of course I thought about my family. My mummy, and my dad. My kittens, and my parrot. I even thought about my dead beat boyfriend, that I was considering offing anyway... I thought about my friends, and my work collegues, but somewhere deep inside of my soul I had an overwhelming sense they were going to be just fine. That I shouldn't worry. I should just expirience this complete bliss. I wish I could describe this place to you. So you wouldn't be afraid when your time comes... But words cannot describe it. I guess I can try my best. I guess going into it, the first thing I realized it this strong tingiling overtaking my body. Like the beautiful veil of serenity that envelopes you before you fall asleep. And the sound...it was like Mozart, but silent. There was absolutely no sound, but at the same time, tiny symphonies carressed my ears, like a preformance mapped out just for me! And I was alone, but the essence of conpanionship never left me. Like an exploration into the unknown, with all of your best friends, but you can't see or feel them. It was white, with a never ending mist, but so beautiful, so stunningly beautiful. Then the feeling stopped, I was on my feet, suddenly aware. A bit frightened. Until I saw...it. God...or the creator, whatever you may call him. So I stared, as confusion swept over my being. "Who are you?", I exclaimed all to loudly. "Where are we?" I had a thousand questions abrubtly. Questions I didn't know I had. The figure's mouth never moved, but it's voice boomed inside my head, and drowed out the elegant music. "Child..." the figure drawled, "You know who I am, and where we are. I have been watching you, listening inside your head." I must have looked shocked, and violated, because he spoke once again. "Do not be afraid young one, I am here to help you on your journey." "How long have we been here?" I asked. Unsurprsingly to me, he said, "Time does not exist here...of course not like you know it. And until you are like me you couldn't begin to understand." My mouth dropped. "UNTIL I AM LIKE YOU? ARE YOU GOING TO MAKE ME A GOD?" "All in good time, child, but first you must complete this quest, and learn all you need to learn." Smugly I responded, "But I am wise! I am ready! Make me one of you! I want to know all things!' "And you will.", boomed the voice inside my head, "You will." "But, when? HOW?" I was so eager then. That's when he told me everything I ever needed to know. "You are the one soul, the one soul that exists upon earth now, my child. I know what you are thinking, I am crazy because you had a family, and friends...but I am not. I know all things, my child. Let me enlighten you. When you die, you come here, where we are, you can call it whatever you want, but this place doesn't matter. From here, you meet me, or another like me, and we choose a life for you. From any point in existence. And you live it. You have lived many times before, and will live many times again until you lived every single life that has ever been created. You are your mother, and your father, you are the president of the United States and the leader of Al Qaueda. You are every kitten who mews, every baby that is aborted, and the caveman who discovers fire. Once you have lived through every single life, you will become like me. A god so you say, because you will have learned every lesson to be learned. Expirienced every emotion, and addiction, and situation. And you will create within you own realm a new earth, or add to mine, forever more..." "B--Buu--Buutt" I stuttered... "Shush child, speak no more. We will have this conversation again soon." "Why tell me this? When I am born again won't I know the game?" "Alas, erased from your memeories it will be, as all of your other lives. Until the end comes, the true end, when you have seen it all." I fell silent. "Don't worry about this life, you won't forget forever, it will just lay dormant for a long time, only taking with it the lessons you've learned." He dissapeared... I was sucked down into a black hole, of nothingness, the only thing I felt was the sense of falling... Until I was waiting to be born once again. I lived many more times... Which leads me here. That could only mean one thing though, right? You're only reading this, because my time is done. I am a god. A creator, one who ruined the story for you. So don't be afraid my child. This will happen to you too. The only difference is I have given you the knowledge, and you will forget it. Cast this story out as a crack...and never think about it again, Until we have this conversation. In your future. And we will, my child, we will.