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On roof staring into space feeling so fuck up so out of place Crying while watching the stars My past still haunts me although I try to run away from it, it’s there like my scars So what u can tell me that other people's life is worse but the difference is that it’s there life and this is mine? We each have different stories to tell ether u can stay in the dark or be n the sunshine Hate, love, fate these three words define life Easy to come into the world and yet easy to die cut my veins with a knife Falling down lifeless I stay still as the world keeps spinning The chance of being somebody and love is keeping me from dying On roof staring into space feeling so fuck up so out of place Crying while watching the stars Thoughts of killing myself id didn’t I go that far But I just end up on roof crying and looking at the shine of a star How did it go from thinking about taking his life to taking my own? Too much problems not enough answers to much fighting not enough love My reason to take my life isn’t unknown My life stuffed with lies and cheating and thoughts of murder and fighting Happiness? Hmm yeah I had from time to time it’s a wonder why I’m still living Guns pointed at my head, operations almost dying On roof staring into space feeling so fuck up so out of place Crying while watching the stars I could remember the fun times I had but to remember it just hurts I tried to be happy to covert my negatives into positives but it all failed with all my efforts Time to time i get happy but at the end of the day it fades away I’ll be happy not today or tomorrow but someday What to be in the sky floating without any pressure no problems just alone in the sky