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(This is actually a song I wrote, but whatever) We could have been the heat, rising from the sun, Instead, I’m your prey with nowhere to run. Gave you all I had, and you walked away, Tired of saying that I’ll be okay. Crying all night, ‘cuz I’m so afraid, I never really mattered to you anyway. But, maybe that’s the reason why it hurts so much, ‘Cuz I know, no matter what, I can’t do enough. I’m pissed, ‘cuz you can’t take your eyes off me, Telling everyone that you didn’t leave. They’ll never know the truth, ‘cuz I’ll never say, How I tried my very best, then you ran away. You said you wouldn’t hurt me, but you lied, I wonder if you cared, when you saw me cry. Sitting alone, with nowhere to go, Don’t wanna have no one, if I can’t have you. Burning inside, because I’m just that dead, I wish I could take back all the words I said. Do you even know how it made me feel, When I had to tell myself that it wasn’t real? We could have been together, we’d have been to strong, I should’ve known you’d do this, all along. Holding me close, until I couldn’t breathe, I’ll never understand, why you had to leave. Sitting in the dark, because I’m so upset, Remembering all those kisses, that you never meant. Moving along, because that’s all that’s left, Just a brokenhearted girl, filled with regret. I told you how I felt, you said it was okay, Then you cut me off, the very next day. Holding on, as if I have a reason, Wish I could forget about your treason. Every other brown-eyed boy won’t know, Why I’m so afraid to ever get too close. I’ll never say a word ‘bout how you made me feel, I’ll never tell them that you made me whole. You opened my eyes, and you made me see, I only wanted you to be with me. You never cared, you just stop and stare, As if I was the one who just left you there. Broken apart, baby I can’t breathe, I only wanted you to stay with me. I guess that was too much to ask of you, ‘Cuz now you’re gone, don’t know what to do. I did everything, only to please you, Never did I plan on leaving you. You’re the one who faked every smile, You lied when you said we would last awhile. You pulled me in the water, and I nearly drowned, But, when you held my hand, it made me feel so proud. Thinking of you, and missing your hugs, The way you made my heart beat like a drum. I wish I could have told you how I felt, Without you leaving me, all by myself. Never asked you to walk away, Oh, God, I miss the things you used to say. I can’t see your face, without feeling sad, Don’t wanna let go of everything we had. Depression is hurt, Damn, when will I learn? Everyone I love always lies to me, Maybe next time, I’ll be the one to leave.