Emo Scene Community

So today.. my father came to visit. No, to return my brother, who spent all summer with him having fun, going out to ear and going to Legoland, the zoo, berry picking, you get my drift.. three months, me and my baby sister sat here in Ohio while my brother, Ben, had the best summer ever. Did I want to go? Fuck no. I hate my father. Is it unfair to my baby sister that she didnt get to go? Absolutely. It is totally cold to buy Ben all kinds of presents and toys, clothes and cool shit, and not even spend a dime on me or my sister? You are ice father. Again, do I care? About Father? Hahaha. No. But for my sisters sake I care. He left us on my 14th birthday. Promising, "Kate, Im only going to visit, ill be back for your birthday :)"... Yes, happy birthday Daughter. You make me SICK. You side with the shebeast you call your girlfriend on every aspect of my life, you judge me continuously, you have not one care for my happiness. When I went to live with you, because i the little girl that adored the dirt you walked on, nothing but hell was what I experienced. You let me get beat, thrown around, screamed at, put down father than the earths core, humiliated me, forced me to wear the most horrible outfits, wouldnt let me be me, be independent, for one second when I was down there...then you play broken hearted daddy when I demanded to go home.. is it hell here too? LOL yes. But. That hell with him makes here seem like fucking heaven. I fight, a lot with mum, but she NEVER treated me like you do. Why can't you accept me? The first thing you say to me today is "oh great, another rebel act!" When yousee my cut hair. Then when I shrug and walk to my room, you have the NERVE to say, " young lady, I was speaking to you." Telling me what to do in MY home? Then even have the balls to come IN MY FUCKING ROOM and say, " you are such a failure. You embarrass me as a father." SERI-OUS-LY?!!........ I hope you rot in hell with your bloody pathetic girlfriend, who, by the way, is using you for sex and slave wprk. Have fun with that. I hope, I will CHERISH the day you disown me, because Nick, moms husband, is more of a father in 5 years than you ever were in 16 years... So done with you. I will not have you, or Joanne, anywhere NEAR my family in the future. I will have Nick walk me down the aisle on my wedding day, not you. I will have my children call Nick grandpa, not you. Wanna know why? Because I disown myself. You are not my father. Goodbye. It is harsh, to feel this way, but I have ever right... I know that im lucky to even have a dad, but at this point, ive put more tears, blood and sleepless nights into him than I wouldve never knowing him..