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SuperNaturaly
Posts: 2
Small problems Aug 23 2013, 01:53 AM
I know that this is going to be very stupid, but I just can't stop thinking about it. Every single day, any word that relates to death or my grandma, i get incredibility teary eyed. I use to keep it in but now she is getting worse and worse and now I just cry about it every day. I don't plan on harming myself because i know if nana saw she would be disappointed, and I don't want o see her disappointed. She's all I got. With out her, i will be left with a jerk that harasses her every day even though they were once in love. I will be sent to a family that didn't want me in the first place. My uncle will probably kill himself for it. And my papa will... I don't know what he'l do. But once she's gone, I will have nothing. She will be set free from the pain, but she will be leaving it on everyone else. I don't know which is worse. I just wish she could get better and live happier and have a pain free death. I don't want to see her suffer any more. It's just getting way out of hand. If any of you have any advise as to what I could do to make her happy and to keep me from doing something I know nana would not approve of, that would mean allot. Thank you.

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XxMisguidedghostxX
Posts: 5
Aug 23 2013, 02:26 AM
Aww I'm really sorry to hear that but well done for staying strong and not self harming c: Aw no seeing someone you love suffer is never small especially someone like your grandparents! Try and focus on helping and supporting your family but try not to dwell on the situation too much as it will get you down. Also to help your Grandma, it depends on her circumstances but you could simply sit down and talk to her and just be there for her, assisting her when she needs it, so she'll feel appreciated c: Or maybe you could play some of her favourite music for her or even play or sing something for her if you play an instrument or sing? Or bake a cake for her? You could go through some old photo albums and memories? Still the little things can make all the difference so there are a million things you could do in making someone happy but it's up to u ^-^ Hope this helps x
SuperNaturaly
Posts: 2
Aug 24 2013, 09:35 PM
Thank you very much. This did help a little. You are a very kind person, thank you. I try to keep her happy and do things for and with her, especially harder now that I've come down with a few illnesses as well. I just don't like to see her in so much pain and she always tells me not to think about her death. It's sometimes the only thing I think about... But my counselor told me to keep my mind on the positive side and things will get better. I hope. Thank you for the advise, i will sure use it.
XxMisguidedghostxX
Posts: 5
Aug 26 2013, 09:19 AM
Your welcome and thank you ^-^ It is really hard but it sounds like you're doing a really good job in looking after her :] I hope you feel better soon and if you need any more help i'll be here ^-^

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