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I understand what your feeling but I'm in a bit of a different situation. My mum doesn't support anything I want or do My step dad hates me and wants me gone My dad doesn't understand me, what ever I do he just says whatever My grandparents are the same Don't worry just keep the ones you love close and the ones that are there for you closer x

yes i have been through tht my whole life, its very complicated, not many people know this. i grew up not knowing my father he left when i was 3 months old cuz he went to jail, at the time my mother was only 17or18. she met another guy named eric. hes takin care of me since. after tht i had 2 siblings. 1 brother and 1 sis. Eric was an partier who was always drunk [alcholic] whe he and my mom drank they would get into bad physical fights.... when i was 6 i started relizing what my mom was doing. she was sleeping with every effin guy she could find, she wouldnt pay attention to us anymore my mom and eric were split at the time i would have to feed, dress, bathe, and watch my brother and sister every single day. i was always called ugly, gay, fleabag, and white trash. it hurt me alot but somehow i got threw it.I always struggled with eating problems, i have a bad eating disorder but hopefully it will go away someday! i was the one who always stuck up for my bro and sis. i would be beaten by anybody even my moms bfs. id always hve bruises on my head, stomach, etc. i was so alone finally eric came bck. but DSS [its were child abuse, adoption and stuff is like tht happens] took us away from my mom. eric took custudy of us he married another girl. honestly i thought everything would be fine, hell no everything seemed to just fall apart. my brother gets beaten everyday for anything so stupid, like forggeting his laundry or some crap like tht, im very protective over him and they cant see hes scared i sometimes standup but they'll push me away or they'll turn on me. i do cut when i cant handle things. my step mom calls me a whore because of how much makeup i wear and she picks on my style, she'll say anything just to see me cry. and tbh im scared of my parents and the bad thing is i cant do anything about it i cant run away or call for help cuz theres no one there. i have no body! so i stick to music its the only thing helping me escape realitty. sorry for it being so long i just wanted to explain and get it off my chest for once. i hope this helps you or whatever it does. i dont care if u dont care just plz keep ur whole in ur face shut if u have mean things to say.

That's way worse than me. I'm sorry hun :"c I'd let you stay here if I could! c:

:/ yea. thx i would if i could too, :]