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A person came towards me, one I used to call a friend, He asked me a strange question, that I pondered till no end. "Do you feel?" He asked Softly, gently, slow. "Or are you just a ghost?" At first, I didn't know. I stared at him for awhile, wondering why he even cared, He'd never really been there, and I was a little scared. Tears formed in my eyes, and I thought a simple prayer, I looked at him and said nothing, Would I even dare? My lips parted slightly, and my lips began to dry. I didn't know what to say, I just wanted to hide. The words started forming, my eyes began to weep. I told my small tale, of trying to find eternal sleep. He stared at me for awhile, and slowly walked away. There were so many times, I look back upon that day. Now here I am alone, waiting for the sun to rise. Maybe someone will tell me, why I wanted to die. No one ever speaks to me, unless its a simple sound. Maybe they do speak more, I'm usually staring at the ground. "Do you feel?" I ask myself not wanting to know the truth. "Do you feel?" I ask again and stay very mute. "No I don't" I discover. I went numb long ago. But I wish I hadn't been, so Physically alone. I now will end my days, no, I can't, I won't. I'm also afraid, what will happen if I don't. One last time I stare, blankly at a wall. It will get better, they said I don't believe them, not at all. I decided not to do it, I know this was long. But surly It wasn't a waist of time, I hope not, someday it will be gone. I'm sorry for the story, in which I have to write. But now everyone knows, what is truly on my mind.