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Its like an avalanche, I feel myself go under cause the weight of its like hands around my neck. I never stood a chance, my heart is frozen over and I feel like I am treading on thin ice, and im going under. Avalance, by Bring Me The Horizon

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Ruby_Winnter
Posts: 31
just to talk Jul 06 2014, 02:06 PM
earlyer i was on the floor , i wasn't perticlarly counfy i was just kinda there i knew i had to get up and finish cleaning but when i tryed to move my arm or leg nothing happened and i didn't have the will power to make something happen. i was lieing there not moveing symiply cuz i saw no piont in it, i didn't get up for quite a while i'd forgoten why i even had to get up. evrything seems so piontless. i was refecting and realised i've lost 4 best friends in 2 years . my friend carolyn who i was inseprible from since 4th grade feel out of touch 2 years ago then i made a friend named makayla we did everything together for about 6 month she was my best friend then she allmost got me arested and that was over. i then meet a friend i still call Pinky in my head because of his pink shorts i made the mistake of falling in love with him. i introducd him to one of my girl friend and they are getting married soon and they arn't talking to me. then keegan i met him 6 months ago and i've thought of him as my best friend but we both kinda liked eachother so we hung out and shit whent down a few days later after talking about how fun it was he just stoped talking to me. i been trying to reconect with my so called bestfriend for 2 months so yesterday i asked if we could hang out his anwser was "i have a girl friend" all i could think to say was "oh ok" then "dose you having a girl friend make us not friends some how" no responce after 3 days . its good to know the one person i trusted my only true friend was a lie aprently i never ment anything to him. my abillity to trust has been broken. when i think of him my heart hurt the physical organ hurts its a dull ach then my heart beats and its a stabing pain and all the time i feels like its trying to pump a to thick milk shake throught a to small straw. i haven't cryed tho. not yet. infact i feel noting at all no emothions till i sit in my dark room and think of how a razer feels on my wrist i was going on 6 months with out cutting i think im about to laps back. there used to be a reason i didn't cut but i've forgten it.

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Zammyinlove
Posts: 24
Jul 06 2014, 06:23 PM
I'm so sorry to hear that. Those people just completely mistreated you. But that doesn't mean that you should give up. True friends stick together , they don't just leave you like a used tissue and you truly do deserve better but cutting won't make the pain of loosing those guys go away. Sure , it'll help you cope for a while but it has it's own problems and brings it's own issues. Sooner or later you'll realise it does more harm than good. If you wanna know how to let your emotions out without the razor , then the best way I know is to set some time apart and make an effort to stop blocking. Write a diary or talk to someone ( you could even talk to me if you wanted to ) and even if it doesn't come out at first , keep going until the words feel real. Let yourself cry. Crying is good , even though it doesn't feel good . It's not supposed to. Being sad never feels good but it's better to deal with problems right away before it starts feeling worse. Sorry if I'm misreading this but it sounds like you're keeping stuff in when you really should just let it out. Then after all that is done , you're just gonna have to get up and move on. What ever doesn't kill you will make you stronger. The hardest thing about stopping an addiction is letting go innitially. After that , all you gotta do is remember that you stuck to it before and you can live your life cut-free if you just keep going. You have the power to make that frown turn upside down and if there's anyway I can help , let me know :) Talking works btw. And this is a good start ;)
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Jul 10 2014, 06:38 AM
First of all, it's great that you decided to talk about it. Now I'm going to try not to sound like a therapist because I am going through a lot of the same stuff. I have felt like life is pointless many, many times. I know how that feels. I feel like life isn't even worth anything to me. But, there must be something that has kept us from taking our own lives... I think one day we will discover that and be thankful that we are still here to realise this. I am so sorry- I mean it- that your so-called "friends" have done that to you. I have fallen out of touch with and lost my share of friends, too. It's not a pleasant experience. At this point, I don't have a best friend- or even friends, for that matter. It sucks, but I know you can get through this. And maybe, one day, you will find an amazing friend that will treasure your friendship and want the best for you, and you will be happy. I hope that you feel better, and I know it is a long and painful road to recovery. My psychiatrist gave me an alternative to cutting that may help. She told me to hold ice against my wrist- or in my hands. It may not be as strong as cutting, but it's better than nothing. :) I really hope this helps. Again- I'm going through some of this stuff, too; so PLEASE feel free to private message me whenever. I mean it- I would be happy to talk to you. Stay strong. XOXO
Ruby_Winnter
Posts: 31
Jul 12 2014, 10:03 PM
thank you so much guys i didn't think any one would even read this , i'm crying right now.i'll try the ice thing.

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