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*hugs* you are not stupid and I really hope things get better for you!

Your not stupid you've underestimated yourself though. However to build yourself up sometimes you must tear yourself apart to understand who you are as a person. However there comes a point and time where you need to take some time to really think because the friends who have left you have no idea what they are missing. But you need to let the people around you know what they are missing. It is very hard I know but you need to strengthen your will again. I once heard a person use the simile and long and behold it isn't just some cheesy wise man crack head shit so you need to really listen to this: Depression is like a blizzard in which you've been left outside you're freezing to death so naturally your going to want a coat or a nice blanket or maybe a car to block out the wind with a nice heater to keep you warm as well the heater could be your favorite band the blanket may be the people around you that you find actually do care the car may just be the harsh memories because the past can be your enemy or you could use it to your advantage and use it as motivation to make you move forward you can make it and I promise you will make it you just need to believe that you can make it as well life can alot of times be hell so suicide isn't the answer and damn tell the haters and people around you that don't care to all go to hell if you know that they are far from righteous then it is what they deserve right just worry about yourself because while your healing you need to make you your top priority and I really hope this helps :)