I'll take the blame
so you don't have to feel ashamed
I'll hide your pain
So deep that you won't feel a thing
As I hold you
I'm drowning too
I'll hide my tears...
Disease, by Smile Empty Soul
π Twenty One Pilots (emotional damage in every track)
Stressed Out
Heathens
Ride
Car Radio
Tear in My Heart
House of Gold
Holding on to You
Lane Boy
Addict with a Pen
Migraine
The Judge
π₯ The Chainsmokers (sad bop energy)
Closer (ft. Halsey)
Donβt Let Me Down
Something Just Like This (with Coldplay)
Roses
Paris
Sick Boy
Everybody Hates Me
Favourite Films / TV / Books
π€β¨ Fave Movies π¬
πͺ Coraline (buttons for eyes? yes pls)
π The Nightmare Before Christmas (emo holiday vibes 24/7)
π¦ The Addams Family (goth fam goals)
π A Silent Voice (emotional damage: unlocked)
πΌ The Perks of Being a Wallflower (infinite feels)
π The Fault in Our Stars (bring tissues)
π§ββοΈ Harry Potter and the Sorcererβs Stone
π§ββοΈ Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
π Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
π₯ Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
π Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
π§ͺ Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
βοΈ Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows β Part 1
π Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows β Part 2
(Slytherin energy πβ¨)
πΊπ€ Fave Shows
πΎ Stranger Things (upside down and weirder than me???)
πͺ The Owl House (soft magic chaos)
π₯ My Hero Academia (sad bois with powers)
π«οΈ Shadow and Bone (dark fantasy YES)
πͺοΈ The Umbrella Academy (dysfunction, but make it β¨superpowersβ¨)
πποΈ Fave Books
πΎ Warrior Cats (fighting cats = childhood + life)
π Miss Peregrineβs Home for Peculiar Children (peculiar = perfection)
πΉ The Hunger Games (β rebellion and pain)
π Turtles All the Way Down (anxious girl life)
π Heartstopper (soft gays, big hearts)
πΈ Fruits Basket (manga = therapy)
π§ββοΈ Harry Potter series (still waiting for my wand ποΈπͺ)
Education / Occupation
π Education / Occupation
π Student β just tryna survive school with my sanity (barely) intact π΅βπ«
π§ Future doctor who also paints like a chaotic abstract artist on the side
π¨ Art is my escape, science is my focus
πΊ Therian (black wolf + fox vibes) figuring it all out in a human world π€
Who I'd Like To Meet
π Who I'd Like To Meet π
π€ Melanie Martinez (πΌ queen of creepy-cute forever)
π§ Twenty One Pilots (I still donβt know how to spell it right BUT I LOVE THEM π)
π₯ The Chainsmokers (banger after banger)
πΆ Anyone who makes music that hits you right in the heart or feels like a vent session π€
π« Other weirdos who vibe with music more than people
Verse 1:
Skipping rocks on the waterβs edge,
Wishing for a life beyond this ledge.
The ripples echo, but they donβt change,
The silence wraps me, feels so strange.
Chorus:
Skipping rocks, and Iβm still waiting,
For the world to stop hesitating.
Toss it high, let it fall,
Maybe someday Iβll break down these walls.
Verse 2:
The moonlightβs fading, but I donβt care,
Iβll keep skipping rocks, out here in the air.
The pastβs behind me, Iβm chasing the sound,
In the quiet night, where Iβm not found.
sitting in study hall, pretending to be productive.
all i can think about is the music in my head.
why does time move slower when youβre surrounded by silence?
like the clockβs mocking me, ticking away every second i could be doing something better.
i feel like a ghost here, hidden between pages and highlighter marks, but not really there.
the air is thick with boredom, and the sound of pencils scratching paper is deafening.
honestly, iβd rather be in my head, sketching wolves and foxes, or blasting music to drown out this never-ending quiet.
anyone else here just waiting for the bell to ring, or am i the only one counting down the minutes until i can breathe again?
maybe iβll escape this paper prisonβ¦ just for a little while. π€πΊ
π―οΈ Journal Entry β βMath Class Miseryβ π
Posted by: --Dark_Crystal--
currently dying in math class.
i swear the clock hasnβt moved in like 17 years.
everyone's talking like itβs normal to be okay.
like we're not all hiding behind our hoodies, trying to survive another day of fake smiles and homework we forgot to do.
my brain is somewhere elseβlost in a forest with my black wolf soul, headphones on, blasting Melanie until the numbers disappear.
i wish i could draw instead.
i wish i could scream.
but instead iβm stuck in this cold chair, pretending to care about X and Y when all i really care about is getting out of here.
if you see this... send snacks. and a nap. and maybe a hug.