I try to take control of my heart
I had something better
But I'll tear it down and I'll tape it up
By my own design I fall Page Avenue, by Story Of The Year
Im BESTIES W?@Mar_Eats_World!!!!!ย ย ||she/? โข 7th grade goober โข black wolf therian ๐พ
๐ค scenecore + emo + sparkle chaos
๐จ drawing cute/emo/cool stuff 24/7
๐ ELA is my fav class (science = meh)
โ๏ธ writing fanfics + dreaming up weird little worlds
๐ง music = my brainโs background noise
๐ฌ talk to me in COMMENTS if youโve got book/movie recs or just wanna be mutuals!!
๐พ Warrior Cats โ forever obsessed
๐ A Wrinkle in Time โ spacey weirdness = yes
๐งโโ๏ธ Harry Potter โ Slytherin vibes
๐น Percy Jackson โ demigod chaos
โจ Other cool books to check out:
๐ฅ Demon Slayer โ Tanjiro supremacy
๐ฅ My Hero Academia โ quirk chaos
โก Percy Jackson โ books > movies but still fun
๐ด More to watch if you love those:
Jujutsu Kaisen โ cursed energy + cool fights
Chainsaw Man โ weird + wild
Toilet-Bound Hanako-kun โ spooky cute + ghost school
The Promised Neverland โ creepy smart kids vs evil
๐ 7th grade goober surviving school with โจvibes + fanficsโจ
๐ ELA = fav subject (writing books > science tests)
โ๏ธ currently writing multiple fanfics + dreaming up chaotic worlds
๐จ artist with a soft spot for cute, cool, emo, and scenecore styles
๐ง future ??? โ maybe author, maybe designer, maybe just a full-time weirdo with a sketchbook
๐ง TV Girl โ dreamcore sad bops forever
๐ธ Alex G โ weird + wonderful music gremlin
๐ฉถ Mitski โ emotional damage queen
๐ Madonna โ pop icon with โจvintage sparkleโจ
๐ท๏ธ Phonk artists who make haunted car chase bangers (Vem Vem supremacy)
๐จ Artists who draw cute, cool, emo, or scenecore styles
๐ Writers who live in their fanfics and vibe with ELA more than math
๐๏ธ Other goobers who sketch during class, cry to music, and talk in โจaestheticโจ
Verse 1:
Skipping rocks on the waterโs edge,
Wishing for a life beyond this ledge.
The ripples echo, but they donโt change,
The silence wraps me, feels so strange.
Chorus:
Skipping rocks, and Iโm still waiting,
For the world to stop hesitating.
Toss it high, let it fall,
Maybe someday Iโll break down these walls.
Verse 2:
The moonlightโs fading, but I donโt care,
Iโll keep skipping rocks, out here in the air.
The pastโs behind me, Iโm chasing the sound,
In the quiet night, where Iโm not found.
sitting in study hall, pretending to be productive.
all i can think about is the music in my head.
why does time move slower when youโre surrounded by silence?
like the clockโs mocking me, ticking away every second i could be doing something better.
i feel like a ghost here, hidden between pages and highlighter marks, but not really there.
the air is thick with boredom, and the sound of pencils scratching paper is deafening.
honestly, iโd rather be in my head, sketching wolves and foxes, or blasting music to drown out this never-ending quiet.
anyone else here just waiting for the bell to ring, or am i the only one counting down the minutes until i can breathe again?
maybe iโll escape this paper prisonโฆ just for a little while. ๐ค๐บ
๐ฏ๏ธ Journal Entry โ โMath Class Miseryโ ๐
Posted by: --Dark_Crystal--
currently dying in math class.
i swear the clock hasnโt moved in like 17 years.
everyone's talking like itโs normal to be okay.
like we're not all hiding behind our hoodies, trying to survive another day of fake smiles and homework we forgot to do.
my brain is somewhere elseโlost in a forest with my black wolf soul, headphones on, blasting Melanie until the numbers disappear.
i wish i could draw instead.
i wish i could scream.
but instead iโm stuck in this cold chair, pretending to care about X and Y when all i really care about is getting out of here.
if you see this... send snacks. and a nap. and maybe a hug.