Mar 17 2012, 11:44 PM

the loneliness won't leave me alone feeling sick to my stomach, wishing i had more tears, that i had something to say, things going wrong,just out of my hands, getting treated like im nothing, by those who think they are high and mighty, but just are dirt on the bottom of the worlds shoes, yeah i did wrong, i made a mistake, ill give u that, but im human, your not perfect, what more can i say, over thinking, replaying each moment slowly in my head, but i cant change anything, nothing i say or do will change wat happened, so why wont you leave me alone, im not your daughter, im not your child, im not some silly little kid, i dont deserve this, so just leave me alone, ALL OF YOU!! thats all i ask, but i know it wont happen, ill have to deal day after day, hearing your voice repeating like a broken record, with me still not having anything to say!

Mar 17 2012, 11:42 PM

you think its funny. You have fun saying stuff like: "d|e emo" "ur a waste of life" "go slit ur wristz emo" all stuff like that and bashing us with this happens everyday and you are happy then you come up to me and say "it would be all fine if u were one like me". why would i want to be one like you. making us feel the way we do EVERYDAY - and ur happy about it. u bash us and make us feel like crap everyday and ur reason is because its the way we are you jump for joy noing 2 girls killed themselves and you tell me "its good they killed themselves now you can go cut urself and die emo" and you say were the bad ones??? i see nothing wrong with the way u drees or ur music yet u take one look at us and hate us for the way we are you look down at all of us. the girls, the boys and make us so depressed for no reason and your happy about this. your happy the girl/guy you make fun of and tell to die and bash crys every night your happy 2 girls killed themselves your happy we cut ourselfs HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO US AND SIT THERE WITH SMILES ON UR FACES! to think your laughing at that girl you teased and made cry to think your happy 2 girlz diedd to think you do this every single day just because we dont look like your or dress like you. we are not the bad ones! we dress the way we want to dress. we look the way we like, just like you. so what makes us so bad! i hope ur happy for everything u do i hope ur happy that ur actions made 2 GIRLS KILL THEMSELVES i hope your happy!! i changed my look and my friends turned on me telling me to cut myself. friends that ive had for years did this and i still dont no why??

Feb 25 2012, 08:30 PM

Because of him I’m sad. Because of him I’m strong. Because of him I feel like there is no where I truly belong. You did this to me then and it still haunts me now Everyday I wake up and remember every foul thing. These thoughts will always stay; they wont ever go away. I will live on, but my true self will not show.