May 02 2025, 02:27 AM

another memey thing, but it’s an insys family (mordekai🌇 & kekka🪩 keller)

May 02 2025, 02:00 AM

 “drew” my bsf, posting it here so Hx can save it

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Apr 28 2025, 07:45 PM

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Apr 23 2025, 03:24 PM

Apr 22 2025, 10:32 PM

WIP OC

Apr 21 2025, 11:50 PM

art practice :)

Apr 21 2025, 03:44 PM

got our binder back finally it was at our sisters house and i feel so swag ^——^

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Apr 21 2025, 02:30 AM

what if we're not plural at all, and just stupid. i'm new here and all but i feel like such a liar. i feel like we don't present very different at all, we don't have very sensical roles i feel like. professionals don't seem to see it at all, our mom says we don't even show any symptoms. no switches, no memory problems, no behavior changes, no nothing. our step-dad has yelled at us for thinking we have it, same with thinking we're autistic, and also using the term "mentally ill." (he says we aren't mentally ill because we can wipe our own ass.) they've even tried to scare us into not thinking we have D.I.D. with talk of systems needing adult caretakers and things, like needing to stay in their parents' custody as adults. i just feel like i'm stupid for every saying i had it.

--chris i guess

Apr 20 2025, 10:32 PM

i just hate feeling guilty for who i am. my older sister, who previously claimed she didn’t like me anymore, hung out with me like she had already moved on from it; her of all people saying that had a devastating effect on me, and she seems to have already forgotten about it. forgotten she convinced me i was gross and irredeemable. forgotten she told me she didn’t even feel comfortable with me living in the same house as our younger sister anymore. ALL BECAUSE SHE FOUND OUT ABOUT A KINK. A KINK THAT DIDN’T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THEM. and she was mad at ME for her finding out about it, as if i was the one that went around fucking showing everyone my shit and not my mom.

and feeling guilty just for having a libido at all, all because my mom doesn’t like it. until it’s entertaining for her, and then she does, and she wants to hear all about it, and she’s happy i’m “normal.” so i’ll be reading fanfic and feel guilty just because it feels like there’s something so wrong with me.