Sep 24 2012, 01:18 AM

OMFG ... I'm so confused :'( they wont even let me f*cking talk to him I dont know what the f*ck is going on I can't stop crying :'( this is officially the worst pain I ever felt in my life its all my fault ... im so stupid (._.) I can't even sleep cuz evey time I close my eyes I think of him & I remember how much he loved me & I think about all the promises he made he said he would never leave me ... but where is he now? :'( & I remember every time I was sad he was always there to make me feel better .... but now here I am crying my eyes out but where is he now? :'( I Love him so much ♥ & the worst part is ... he doesn't even care :'( he wont even talk to me ... I don't even know why #Heart Broken

Sep 04 2012, 03:22 PM

. . I know this might sound kinda crazy but . . . I hate seeing people having fun & being happy . . . I hate when people tell me about all the fun & good times they had . . . I hate seeing people happy & excited 4 something they been waiting 4. (._.) It's not my fault that I hate all that stuff . . . I can't help it . . . it just makes me sad seeing everyone having so much fun & being so happy, when I feel so miserable & sad all the time I wish I could have fun & be happy . . . . but instead all I have is this fake smile. _________________________________________________________________________________ sometimes life seems so pointless . . . time goes by so fast . . . & most of us just sit back & watch the days fly by . . . not noticing how short life really is . . . Did u ever think about that past & all your memories of childhood growing up? Did u ever wonder where all that time went? _________________________________________________________________________________ Something you need to realize is that you are not immortal . . . You will Not live 4ever . . . at some point you will die, just like every other living creature. . . . no one knows 4 sure if there is some kind of after life of not . . . There are so many different stories & beliefs about what happens after your life ends Is there a Heaven? Is there a Hell? Will you get reborn? . . . NO ONE KNOWS! _________________________________________________________________________________ You will NEVER understand the universe & how it works . . . & you will NEVER understand life . . . Thats just the way it is . . . Every one believes in something different . A person can spend there entire life trying to figure out what this life is all about . . . but you will never find a single answer . . . . . . all you can do is live your life . . .

Sep 04 2012, 02:33 PM

I like hugs ^_^ people should hug me