Jul 06 2018, 01:50 AM

All the pain is inside I want to take this out I want to kill myself but the idea of doin it is fool I've done it a thousand times and I am still stand I've sent myself to God Oh, why can't I die? is it a miracle? is it into God's plan? I don't know but the idea of Being sympathetic is hard Being liked is hard Anyone loves me anyone likes me I am alone except that I am with God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit Out of this list I am alone and I cannot hear them or talk to them but feel them and what matters most is that I can feel their love and still don't know why am I here in this planet Oh, I've found the Illuminati and this is interesting but I am just an initiate nothing but that I am not working inside their zone just working for the humanity but nobody likes me I shall live in giving living until dying there's no survival for me you can length my time but the type of human that i am is not survival I am emo, depressed and anxious I will leave this earth soon without committing suicide or maybe I could fall into temptation and be dead but it will take years

Jul 04 2018, 04:09 AM

Cry today and all the stress will be out <3

Jun 22 2018, 04:43 AM

Paranoia? Yeah? I dunno lol the world raised me that way What I'm into: -The Illuminati -The Protestantism I believe in an equilibrium between Jesus and the Illuminati to work in this world. I'm hungry lol of the Lord's word. If I speak Egyptian is because I'm studying Joseph and his pyramid

Jun 17 2018, 01:45 AM

In the darkness walking in the river of blood, I want to cut myself (5 minutes later), I did it for you. My kitty worried for me. I'm sorry, It wasn't your fault. It was for the love of my life who I never will meet. Yes, I rather see a scar like a memory about you... than don't see anything about you, I will buy more things to remember you. It's weird that having your love comes true, so let's have a tattoo or a toy that represents the person, so in that way I can have you.

Jun 11 2018, 08:37 PM

This Darkness I love it hahaha but it's sad, everybody can be popular in their stereotype but the real emo is alone, I am not supported, no one knows how I feel in real life, there's no mature people to talk to, I want to die. I am here because Adonai wants me here...it is a lot of pain here in the dark. Adonai is everywhere but cannot feel him in the light, that's why I love more the dark...sleeping in the hand of God while stressing out... Darkness is a place and it's people are weird...........

Jun 11 2018, 03:53 AM

This place is like my peace of Darkness like I would be alone in the dark, thinking in the bad things that life had brought me: my economy, my life, myself. Living in the hands of Seth to make him be happy. Oh God now I am his slave since the beginning. What is happiness like? Jezz I need to find something to harm me with...lol I seriously don't know why I am here in this world, I hope that my existence worth for something very important that can make Adonai love me. People say good things about him and I am waiting for my life to dance into Jesus path...

Jun 11 2018, 02:09 AM

I don't want to know what is like to have an adult relationship unless is love. Mostly people are looking for something to taste but nothing serious, love is hard to find and must be found wisely.