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somedays I wonder when you will show up [text]

Somedays I wonder when you will show up. As I sit upon a peak gazing to a sunset, summer winds chill a heated mountain. Katydids soon come out for the night. Even by then when night has arrived, I wonder. When you will show up. Will it be by the garden? Perhaps when I'm alone by the sand dunes on a moonly night? On this very peak where I'm alone, unbothered but surprised because your eyes rained down treasure from your cotton candy clouds. I am mourning because I am a Dove, Crying amongst the silence. Laying alone at night. Feeling the urge to isolate once more. No ideas as where to sleep deeply without the empty feeling that haunts my heart. Alone with the cold. Anxiety because of the dark. Confused as to why I must weep when really I should be joyful. Thinking of you. Coming to me with as basket of love and affection. The giggles from you that are candles under trees, a smile while the wind blows, and the forest whistles its leaves above. There are no games in your world. When I doubt our connection, you rush to silence the noise. There you are at the piano reminding me that you are fighting my ghost, reminding me that the nightmares when I'm awake are just past heart breaks that you are shielding me from. Threads you gently cast upon my trembling soul, threads of various color from yours. Blanket over me. Cozy, warm, sweet and relaxing. Close, tight, your arms around me. Never am I deprived of attention. Never am I looking for messages. Never more and never again. Songs from you come every minute. Blossoms of pedals on every surface. Summers that never go away. Oceans of your love, waves of your emotions. And that is why, somedays I wonder when will you show up.

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