24 / Female / Charlotte, United States
Oct 04, 2012
Dec 01, 2013
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Hey;) I'm Cait and I'm going to be honest I don't like to be judged. I want people to love me for being me , even though i may be different than others I'm not that average high tech educated stuck up person. I'm a layed back lazy, fun, rad, free, and fearless girl who would stand up for my friends and treat them like family cause they may be the only ones I got. Yea so I get in a lot of trouble with the law and at home or were ever else. you get it, I mess up constantly. but hey we're not all perfect and we all got our rough Side but this is me and how I'm going to be no one can change the way I act, dress, or who I chill with If they don't like it, find someone else who cares:).
So go ahead talk to me I'm a very open person:) so yeah, hmu :D.
My fav music is mostly death metal I like everything pretty much but death metal, screamo, and rock are my most fave to listen too:)
Favourite Films / TV / Books
My fave movie is zombie land lol I'm in LOVE with horror movies and gore from...slender man to zombies, Freddie, chucky, frankinstine, ghosts, vampires and many more:) I also love the boondocks series and anime:) and futureama and South Park too
My fave book series is cirqu du freak
Education / Occupation
Haha school don't get me started its DRAMA Capitol of the world
I've had a few rough days lately my friend was saying shit bout my boyfriend and that he's cheating on me with a chick that I HATE WITH A BURNING PASSION there was no prof but I still asked him about it I mostly think he's being honest so I'm trying not to worry about it considering he's thinking about popping a question I know I'm young but me and him have been together for a while and I love him with all my heart<3<3<3<3 he's my babe and I'm his baby if you disagree fuck you. I try my best to stay strong and not be depressed....also I ran away not to long ago cause my mom said that I'm a devil child I know what your thinking wtf??? She was stupid for thinking or saying that also that I'm not human and she didn't want anything to do with me but me and her a getting along better now that she works day shift instead of nights she's a lot happier now....also I've lost all of my friends....but good thing is I made new ones:) there names is Dustin and Logan there pretty cool Dustin is fuckin rad at guitar like you wouldn't believe and Logan is sweet wen you get to know him. I miss my babe here's some of what I wrote wen I was depressed out of my mind -->
This is who I am. The scared girl inside always painting a smile on her face pretending everything's okay when it's not. Nothing's okay just me stuck in a world full of pain I cry almost everyday wishing everything will be alright i close my eyes and imagine a place were I can be safe in someone's arms....but you can't trust no one because whoever arms I'm in to keep safe always hurts me. One day just one day it won't be like this I won't have to worry. I won't be sad and they won't put me to vain but as it is everything remains the same. I stay huddled in my own darkness that won't release it's grasp as I travel down the long deep dark hall with in my wicked mind I see a faint light at the end, but then screaming happens and the demon from my dreadful soul of sin grasps me from the ankles and drags me back into my endless world of suffering just back where I started.