I try with every ounce of hell
to pry you open from your shell
Twisting the knife
Regretting your life
Your eyes are empty like your bed
Somehow you haven't whelmed up dead
Chances passed by
You'll never fly. The Shattered God, by Black Veil Brides
Kaila Jones
31 / Female / Davenport, Iowa, United States
Bisexual / Single & Looking
Member since:
Apr 20, 2012
Last online:
Jan 30, 2013
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About Me
Name:Kaila Marie Jones Height: 5'2" Colors: Purple/Yellow Fears: The dark, heights, swimming(fear of drowning Prsnilty: Sweet, funny, positive thinker, good listener, bullied, against bullying, cancer survivor, supporter, mother of Scott Micheal(rip 09~10), free thinker, loven, caring, intelligent, artistic, taken by someone special Some facts bout me: + I am proud of who ive become today and noone well change me. If you dont likde me then please leave me alone. I dont need drama in my life anymore. My heart is big enough for everyone i love and care about. The word ugly does not exist too my ears like it is too eithers. In my eyes everyone has a beauitful soul. Their decisions affect their personility. Be yourself. Because if you choice not too be then your missisng out on every wonderful thing you were suppose too be. +My heart is taken by someone so special. He makes me happy and makes me feel comfortable. Ill do anything too keep him happy as long as i can. He is the man of my dreams and forever will be. I use too be scared of falling in love. But he gives me a reason not too be. Im so happy with him. I love you so much. +Just because i wear black dont make me goth or emo. I wear what i want too wear. I dont lable myself nor will i ever. I wear what my mood is. Or my eyes change color by my mood. +I am different from alot of people but that is what makes me unquie. That what makes me myself. I dont ever want too change my personility. +Rain and music seems too be the only thing that calms me down anymore. I listen too all sorts of music. From opera, jazz, pop, country, acid rock... I listen too it all. I dont know why it seems too calm me down but when im stressed out, i just turn up my stereo. +I am a true friend. I am not a wanna be or fake. I just be doing me. Im very easy too talk too because i understand and care. I help the best way i can. I may give people too many chances but thats just who i am. The man of my dreams: Father figure material, someone who listens as much as they speak, willing too support as much as they depend, flexible yet resolute when need too me, secure enough in himslf too be himself, trustworthly,treats me with kindness and respect, never controlling, loves me for who i am. BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY... Will always be my best friend. Baby names: (you cant steal them...sorry) Boy: Aiden Michael Lucifier Girl: Lillian Annabella Rose or Lillian Annabella Lynn **** If you Cant handle the truth then Dont ask for it**** + I do have alot of problems with me but that has never stopped me from doing the things i do. My heart is stronger than you think and nothing you possible would do would tear me apart. I am stronger than that and i thank my true friends and family for making me as strong as i am. Your stupidity and your patheic lies are not worth my tears.
Favourite Music
Alternative Metal Atmospheric Metal Black Metal Dark Metal Death Metal Doom Metal Electro Metal Folk Metal Fusion Gothic Metal Grindcore Grunge Hard Rock Hardcore Heavy Metal Industrial Metal Melodic Metal Metal Metalcore Nu Metal Power Metal Progressive Metal Sludge Metal Southern Rock Speed Metal Stoner Symphonic Metal Thrash Metal Visual Kei I listen to it all! Music is My Escape from life. <3
There was once this guy I meant... And we slowly turned into
friends.. He always made me smile and laugh. He'd always make
me feel better. He was always there more then the guy I was
with... He never changed who I was.. He loved me for me..
This friend slowlyed turned into my crush.. I had butterflies
even more when I talked to him.. And i slowly started to fall for
him..
He was patient with me and would wait for me.. He wasnt
controlling and kept his promises..
He was even my shoulder to cry on when my the guy I was with
left me..
This crush slowlyed turned into something great.. He turnedd
to be my boyfriend and I am proud i said yes to him.. Yes we
argue and fight but we always make up because we loved
eachother.. I could never stay mad at him or leave him no
matter how bad it was.. Threw thick and thin we stood strong
and stayed be eacother's side ♥
Until he gets on one knee and ask for marriage, my world
started spinning.. At that moment tears fell to the floor and
nothing around me existed but him and me... I am so glad I said
yes to this very man. No matter what he well always have my
heart and be that shinning star i waited on..
Now.. We have to wait on how the rest of the story turns out..
And I know he will still be there in the end..
He catches me when I fall, he always makes me smile and we
always make up after a fight We tell eachother everything.. This
isnt a fairytale babe.. This isnt roleplay.. This is real life... This is
true love ♥
I am glad I said yes to this very man ♥ I love you!
Nothin beats the sound of that bass in my ears
or the smooth sound of blues over the years
The tears of perfection
as each note is subjected to my ears
Penetrating
Relating
and Reverberating
over the years
Allowing me to escape...
no mistake, its never too late
to blast them speakers to get away
from fear
or here
and go there
to nowhere
where no one can hurt me
and I can be as up beat as I wanna be
Just me...
Relaxing
Kicking back and
leaving everything thing behind
Whether or not Im listening or playing
I can completly unwind
with music I can speak my mind....
and be completly me...
My escape....there's no mistake
Its never too late
to blast them speakers to get away
from fear
or here
and go there
to nowhere
just to get away
all day, everyday
no matter whether Im here
there...
or in between
in a bad dream
Its never too late to blast them speakers to get
away......
.......Music Is My Escape.......
