Mar 09 2026, 06:39 AM

Hey guys this is erms kinda a vent ig but yurs it's like 12 am on a school night lolzzz XD but anyways I have an addiction to smoking a little and this started like in november and got really bad during decmber and jan it was more of me getting high to not think about my current boyfriend because we hit a really rough patch for like 3 mounths and my gosh it hit me bad i didn;t think i would but it did like every night and day he was on my mind and even if i tired talking to other guys even dating (ik i was dumb) i couldn't stop thinking bout him idk why he has that effect on me like our thime apart made me year for his voice, touch and dumb jokes like i even kept his drawings, pictures and stuff he gave me like his hat, necklace and eyeliner gosh i down bad lolzz but anyways thats bassically how it started so i was smoking to get away from my problems and making sure i didn't relapse or cry about it but since i'm trying to quit for him i've been really emotion like things that didn't make me cry make me cry and i think about everything and anything i over think and i get really stressed easily and it sucks but it's for him and even tho my family wouldn't like or some of my friends i don't care what they thibk it's my life yk and i just like to say yolo I only live once but for him I drop the yolo act and i'm trying to stop because he dosen't want to be dating a drug person (srry forgot how to spell lolzzz) and i don't want to lose him not again not ever again he's everything to me even if my mom, family or friends don't like him idc i like him he's not for them he's for me and mine's only why should i care if they don't like him or apporve of him he's not there's plus they can't control who I love or want to spend every waking momment with even if they try to set me up with another guy or girl I don't want anybody else even if he's not who I wanted as a kid he's everything I want now IDC if he's on the short side idc if doesn't listen to what's trendy and I really don't care anymore that he doesn't dress up and try to look nice I love him for what he is and who he is...he has truely changed my life and maded it 1000x better than it could be (long rant bout my lover boy ik TwT)

If ur still here or scrolled all the way down please give me tips and what i can use as a sub for getting high or even the relax feeling after vaping 🫶

Feb 24 2026, 03:26 PM

Morning guys :3 currently in first hr and there's a sub so i get to have my laptop out anyways i'm having art block Xp so if u want suggest what i could draw :33

Feb 23 2026, 09:58 PM

Hey guys :3 it's been awhile but holy macha alot has happened lot's of drama lolzz but rn i'm currently back in skool :P but that's fine I was getting kinda bored lolzzz but I hope you have a good day or night LUV YA <33