Jul 05 2012, 04:26 PM

i have lost the love of my life. hes found someone who makes him as happy as he possibly could be and for that i am happy. i am glad that he is happy but i am still sad bcuz now even though he has agreed to stay friends with me he doesnt talk to me much anymore... he was the first person i felt truly happy with and now he is gone.... i had to keep all my feelings in when he told me that he found someone else just so he wouldnt have a feelings of regret.... i have to let go of the person that made me happy and who i still love with all my heart and i wish that i didnt....but they say that if u love something set it free and if it returns to u then its yours....i am afraid that i will never feel the joy of him returning to me and that i will never again be able to call him mine....i am afraid that i may never hear his beautiful voice again or have the chance to hold him in my arms.... i do not regret anything i only wish that he has a good life and will not forget me bcuz God knows that i will never forget him.....