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I went down to the sea I don't care if you don't believe me It spoke to me about my life It spoke with the voice of reason It told me to risk it all with the chance of nothing returned My Better Half, by One Last Wish

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soEmo.co.uk - Emo Kids - QueenNikkolette

QueenNikkolette

Karen
24 / Female / In my mind, United States
Bisexual
Member since: Nov 28, 2013
Last online: Oct 14, 2021

Current rating: 9.0/10 (3 votes cast)

About Me

I love to dance
I want to learn to play piano and another language
Used to (be): bulimic, self-harm 
You're just a leaf in your small world full of trees.  Smoke the trees and you might even see me.  
Just give me some love; I could be the darkest fairy
I want all the kisses!! Now let me lay on you and then I'll leave you alone because if you ever find out who I really am you'll never love me.

Favourite Music

Dancehall
Any form of Metal
Rock
Sometimes Jazz
No Country 
Spiritual
Me and Soft metal are intertwined souls
Pop music (depends on who it is)
Old Hip Hop

Favourite Films / TV / Books

 Dead Like Me (TV SHOW & Movie)

Donnie Darko (Movie)

Bruv just psychological thrillers and corny horror :p
The Uglies: Westerfeld (Fantastic Series ... Seriously)
The Abnormal Personality: White (Text book).. again psychological
A Merciful Death: Kendra Elliot (Personally would recommend as a cult classic, but only because it deals with people who prep for the end of the world)
Letter From A Region In My Mind: James Baldwin

Education / Occupation

Who I'd Like To Meet

Sandra Bullock 
Monsters like me

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Feb 24 2020, 07:35 PM
Just been a super busy day!
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Feb 24 2020, 01:30 AM
Happy Birthday! Hope you have a great day :]
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Jan 30 2020, 04:10 AM
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Nov 28 2013, 11:18 AM
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Journal

Oct 14 2021, 12:08 AM
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May 28 2021, 04:56 AM
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May 28 2021, 04:52 AM
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Oct 08 2020, 04:11 AM
Allowing myself to flow; the anger I cannot control; Damaging and uncontrolled. Breathe in and realize this moment. All those times of living in fear. Why was I so afraid? It's something about people. Perspective is a funny "thing". Many people do not understand me just as I didn't process who they were. Was it the ones who called me weird(o), or was it they who used me, like I was paper (towels, toilet, all of the above)they didn't respect that I was needed. Lashing out, I just want to go through it all with you, but only if you're happy.
May 12 2020, 06:43 AM
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Apr 17 2020, 07:49 AM
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Apr 14 2020, 09:29 AM
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Apr 13 2020, 07:45 AM
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Apr 13 2020, 07:28 AM
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Apr 13 2020, 03:13 AM
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Oct 14 2021, 12:08 AM

We have to be willing to take measurements, not only of biometrics but of ourselves and when we're able to do that we'll be a better race

people that make you hate your craft, do not forget that my fire can consume yours.  What will stick with us? So you've found a few more pieces of yourself

I nine sixed the cancer and 86ed the presidential political climates.  Ask if the illuminati can sacrifice the president. conehead someone who is dumb but wants to be the center of attention; there was something in particular about this summer.  I can make something from nothing like I'm hiding it in the dungeon.  Sri Lanka my Patna like I have the Cabo pulling up ruthless.  Are the people who did not change responsible? Stephanie mills, Mariah the scientist; a rush on me .  my goal is to have ntgS name spoken on the daily.  what I want is the recognition of the realization that even though I'm not the most beautiful girl in the world even Oreos need their place where they're not alone.  Craving deeper devotion than. is it hot is it spicy can you dig it? What would you get to get my number?


What is a snake to a pack rat?  a snake chokes and suffocates it prey while a pack rat takes part of what is joyed and knowledge and shares it with their loved ones to live.  A snake  in a world where truth seekers can't find the truth 

413x15 R055 oh and my business grown 


in short, or sum, I would say to the young girl your words are not measured nor understood, in the midst of the fire she stood and looked at God and in the mirror at Christ himself as she birthed exactly what she dreamed of with her head getting chopped off in her dreams in her childhood.  She knew monsters and demons she knew herself.  Alexis Ross...  not knowing whether or not she hated men.  This is still based off of the image of her father.   

What about the people who win?  What a coincidence.  The wife the mother was only a lover and the scars in the deep run thicker than the rivers of the waters that had flown before.  But those rivers wills the name so some things will be washed away.





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May 28 2021, 04:56 AM

You're trying to clear the air, but it's still thick.

Forget it

Low-Key just wish I could be forgotten

How many conversations do you think we had

About reality, and the past

I never had any regrets

But you helped me have regrets

Wonder when we look back at it

Clawing yourself out of your own pictures
To anyone about anything

Eventually, maybe things will get better

Push things until they can no longer be pushed

As long as everyone is happy, then maybe it will be better

You probably won't ever have a family, just keep pushing

I don't want to keep doing that

Knowing that when I let you go in the wind just like a ribbon
I'll find you again.

And when my sweet poetic whispers turn into radical Candor

All of my words used against me (will only break me)
Makes it hard (doesn't open) any of the trusted gates through which
We can relate

For that reason I pray

and my voice carries on throughout the radishes in your garden.

Because noone can understand me
It's sad I'm just a Bambi

How long will it last?  I see those parts of my arrested development that were never properly developed.

When will I find the right one because I keep hiding behind a mask.  Or is it a mask?


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May 28 2021, 04:52 AM

Just let me be, let me be.  When I look at writings that's all I see.  Through his eyes is why I can't even trust me.  Everything I look up I know there's no such thing as me and I think the devil hates it, because there's nothing wrong with that to me.  I could let life pass because it's all worthless to me, I'm the dumb one, yes indeed.

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Oct 08 2020, 04:11 AM

Allowing myself to flow; the anger I cannot control; Damaging and uncontrolled. Breathe in and realize this moment. All those times of living in fear. Why was I so afraid? It's something about people. Perspective is a funny "thing". Many people do not understand me just as I didn't process who they were. Was it the ones who called me weird(o), or was it they who used me, like I was paper (towels, toilet, all of the above)they didn't respect that I was needed. Lashing out, I just want to go through it all with you, but only if you're happy.

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May 12 2020, 06:43 AM

My pieces... All of my pieces! All over the place and these voices.. my voices. Like when I talk to myself in the different accents and how revenge does my soul. There's no such thing as being whole. You're a hole. You're my cup, my bowl. I fill you with whatever you want and then you just threw down like you were the ram. But I'm the ram. I am sound. My touch is pure. But where does your mind go? It took me forever and I do mean ever... Where I was blind I had to listen my way through the world of lies along the walls of sin. Lies that told me what I was only good for, the same ones that told me this is all people want from me, all they see. All that I'm worth. Until one day a man came along and sung a different song, calling to the soul not for just my body. And now I can see oh so clearly that still I am not what everyone else is. I had lost myself then found myself and then I realized I will never be anybody. I can't do what I want because it requires too much of everything. And I gave all of that to the ones that I had thought loved me. But I'm sorry lol I guess I've made you uncomfortable.

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Apr 17 2020, 07:49 AM

I'm tired of being here. I'm tired of all this planet. All the people in my life who decide they are somebody while I'm nobody. Tired of all this. Noone wants to listen to me anyone except for one person. But I can't have all that I want. Anytime I go to grab it I am reminded that what I do affects others. But does anyone else realize that about me. Plain. I'm plain. I'm human. I'm Insane. The ties we feel like will save us are the same ones that leave us only hanging by the one thread. You want to know why you're so alone. Because even when you tell the truth you are the only one. Tell me I'm the only one. Trying to fill the silence with my music because the music that keeps playing in my head only are replays of the the thoughts of why I want to be dead. I don't promote suicide, I promote the change before it. Go mornings and nights again and again and feel the strange plight surrounding you. You will fall before it and you will bow. And then you will know why the wind howls.

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Apr 14 2020, 09:29 AM

TODAY. I had a dream that my mother was a demon and I was finally killing her/ getting rid of her. If only it were that simple. Today. I drank in bed until my head was no longer my own. Listening to my rock songs as if I were the child I were years ago. I know noone will see this because nobody cares. My job was to make you listen as the I am Mariovich and this is my tune. Sing sirens sing. This oh so lonely melody I make men fall and bring them to the darkness to make them their own worst enemy.

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Apr 13 2020, 07:45 AM

No one is going to listen no one is going to hear. Unless you make it very clear that theirs and only theirs is the blood that will run. So we make them run. Run. Because you cared not about my cries I'd rather hear you scream. Monster Monster here I am where all monsters come from I am son of the damned. Bleed bleed let your veins do the talking. Mommy and Daddy when you busted brother in the head when you threw the bottle at mine. All this trouble. I will make you apologize. For abandoning me. Now I will abandon you. Now look whose face is bleeding from the shoe. In every person I meet all I see is you. You wanted to mess me up now look at you. You've moved on and the anger's left to brew. Monster Monster here I am look who is swinging upside down with their flesh flipped over their faces and their guts I'm playing with. No one in sight no one in mind I have no friends and we're all out of time. Noone is going to listen and noone is going to hear.

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Apr 13 2020, 07:28 AM

Does anyone ever really think about crazy people? About what it's like to be defined as? Someone who refuses to conform and to confine their self as slave. You cannot harm they who harm you, but you can be sedated, so therefore you are forced to live within the fantasies of your own mind's freedom of creation; However, one in the same, the mind is as well a prison of its own because the only thing that repeats is your traumas in the forefront or you can travel to the back into the black and that's where and is the only place you're allowed to act.

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Apr 13 2020, 03:13 AM

Why when we earn something it doesn't feel like we've really earned it until someone else congratulates us? I have been working on myself and this situation keeps coming up. Once my boyfriend and i decided that we would have a throuple relationship. And I became so insecure so anxietal and jumpy and all of these emotions. And now the situation has come up again but not the same "problem". Someone defended him and he told me the guy has earned a new position. I asked for the position earlier and now it seems the same feelings have come up and I find myself realizing that noone can replace me I have earned this not just because he's my bf. But then why do I still have these feelings and what do I do about them? Because if I actually decide to measure myself then what do I measure myself by?

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