Nov 07 2013, 03:40 PM

Okay, so... on monday I tried to kill myself. I swallowed 30 haloperidol tablets and waited for them to take effect... nothing happened. I woke up on tuesday morning feeling fine, I thought maybe they han't had an effect on me. How wrong I was. I went to college and halfway through class I started shaking and sweating, I couldn't hear anything anyone was saying...it was all mumbles. The next thing I knew, I was in an ambulance being taken to hospital. To be honest I was scared... I see now that I acted recklessly. I don't want to die, not yet.

Jul 13 2013, 08:39 PM

Why must it always get worse at night?

May 26 2013, 04:33 AM

I feel like i'm losing myself, everyday another piece of me is stripped away and soon i'll disappear altogether. Why do you want me to be like you? why can't you accept me for who i am, scars and all. I know i've changed, but to be honest i was always like this... but i hid it from you... from everyone. You may have forgotten the past and the things you did to me, but i haven't... i may have been a child but my memories still haunt me... torment me. I wish i could forget, i wish i could escape this hellish nightmare that has become my life, but i'm shackled by chains forged from darkness and despair. Maybe one day i will put an end to it, maybe one day you'll regret what you've done but by then it will be to late... i'd have left you and this world behind.