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Charley RedWood
30 / Female / Surrey, United Kingdom
Straight / Single & Looking
Member since:
Mar 22, 2009
Last online:
Mar 24, 2009
Well... it's me.
Nothing much else to say. I'm pretty downtoearth when it comes to it but I am more often than not found daydreaming or fantasizing about certain things. Open for a talk about... - well... just about anything really.
I live with my family in a crappy little town in Surrey, but I want to move out to the country, I long for peace and quiet, time to think and a place where I can lie down on the grass and not hear passing traffic.
My life officially sucks.. I have no friends that understand me. I have to be a different person at school and I can't even be myself with my family. I hate to be judged and I crave to be indevidual, but i'm stupidly shy about all that and so i'm scared to dye my hair or be full-blown emo - I ususally cut down to the hair, jeans and makeup, but all blended with normality that no one will notice.
I have recently experienced tradjedy. I met a guy over the interent, talked for months and then... yesterday (21 march 2009) he committed suicide... i'm still torn up (will edit this when I feel better) and I hope i can get over it soon.
To make it clear - before anyone asks. I DO NOT self harm. I AM NOT going to commit suicide. (people have asked me that before and it pisses me off)
I wanna make some friends here and be myself totally. I think this may be the only place where I can open up and not hide half my life and what I really want and who I really am.
Add me on MSN cer7@blueyonder.co.uk
Bill + Tom Kaulitz
The All-American Rejects
Fall Out Boy
Metro Station
+ anyone who'll be my friend and accept me for who I am
