About Me

Hi my name is Allen and I love to make pop tab jewelry and I was abused sexually and mentally during the first 3 years of my life and it still haunts me to this day

I have a lot of trauma but I'm learning to change my perspective on life from negative to a bit more positive.

I have been emo/alternative since I was a kid and I used the music to cope with a lot of things in my life and I would say that it led me to be a lot more open and accepting of other people as well as be confident in my singing.

I have times when I get really depressed and down and I am sure its because the way my mindset has been  for so many years and I am adopted into a great family and everyone is nice but I just feel like I don't deserve them after all the crap they have put up with for me. 

my pronouns are he/him

I love lighting my hands on fire

I love knives

I love monster energy drinks

I love just being able to express myself and I also love lasagna

I am not really for the LGBTQ community but I am also not really against it :)

I just believe that people should be themselves and have a good life.

Favourite Music

Seether

ice nine kills 

Kim Dracula

Motionless in white

Falling in reverse

My chemical romance

Bring me the horizon

Pierce the veil

Blink 182

Tx2

3 days grace

3 doors down

Skillet

Architects

Social Repose

Sub Urban

Fall out boy

Nightcore

The offspring 

Twenty One Pilots

Tokyo Hotel

Get Scared

Ghost Town

Corpse

Vana

Jake Hill

 the list goes on and on XD

Favourite Films / TV / Books

I am into a few anime like chainsaw man, Tokyo Ghoul,Dragon ball Z,Scott pilgrim vs the world,and Naruto.

Education / Occupation

I am in my junior year of High school and I work at a butcher shop and I've been there since I was 12 since its a family business

Who I'd Like To Meet

in all actuality I just want to meet other people like me and try to get in a more optimistic mindset and I want to meet Chris Motionless,Tx2,Gerard way,Chester Bennington and so many more artists that changed my life

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