Dear my silent demon eat me up till I'm gone I dnt deserve to live skin an bone is what I want thin is more human close to me u hold me tight Ana won't I be alright? Ana, by xEpik.Kuppcake.Screamsx
MeowMix;3 D
26 / Female / Illionis, United States
Straight / Single & Looking
Member since:
Aug 10, 2012
Last online:
Feb 13, 2014
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About Me
Hey my name is Meagan...sdnvsjdhbv pssh I'm not telling you the rest you stalker ;D I love the color blue that's all aha So i had a dream i was riding a unicorn bivbdvb it took me everywhere im weirddd.......XD I LOVE KITTIES THEY EAT FOOD AND I LOVE FOOD i sound like a fatty....>.<
Well heres some stuff about me 1. Both my parents died and my big brother 2.I have anger issues xD 3. I love everyone jk only my kitties >.> 4. I fall inlove easy 5. I'm a big flirt unless i have a boyfriend ;D 6. I'm weird 7. I love hello kitty <3 8. I'm 15 Panda's are the cutest <3 and i like to eat gummy bears.....xD
I have nightmares every night >.> if you think I'm lying I'm not it's scary..
I love to cuddle ;3 join me? xD P.S. i like to bite ;3 I also drink >.> and party takes away the pain
Favourite Music
I love anything really i love all kinds :)
Favourite Films / TV / Books
I love scary movies, dont have a fave and i love cartoons i know its stupid shh no one needs to know ;3
Vampire books i love them and whatever book gets my eye ;)
Education / Occupation
I'm in freshmen year of high school, Scared.
Who I'd Like To Meet
People who i can get to know and can get along with, Looking for best friends yess <3
I wish i was as prefect as you want me to be..I can't be the good girl you want me to be I'm not my brother who is all goody goody....I'm worthless to you...
Everyday i walk around like I'm the most happy..but I'm not I'm dying inside and need help...I act like someone I'm not, i smile like nothing's wrong but i just just wanna run away and leave everything behind but but i can't i have to face everything, the names i have been called...the names that are not true....The names that only i know are not true because know one knows the real me...I'm shy, the names that burn in my skin...Whore,Slut,worthless,stupid,emo wanna be,weird...I'm sorry that I'm not prefect the way you want me to be.....
I cry and I cry but you don't seem to hear or care...
It kills me inside to know you're happy..
After you called me a mistake a mistake you wanted to forget..Did you forget..forget everything we been there...you told me you thought this was love..but then you threw me away like I'm nothing but trash..Maybe i am trash? maybe I'm just worthless...I think i will just hide, hide from the hurt you gave me and left me with but but i don't think i can hide from it everytime i see you it it just brings back all that you have done to me i want you and i know my friends may think it's stupid i dont care they dont know how much i care about you...It's love...
Every time I see you my heart brakes a little bit more, because i know you're not mine anymore, I want you and only you, my heart burns and cry's out to you but you don't seem to notice, when I'm with him it's not the same but when i saw you with her i wanted to just hide in a corner and never come out, you seem to always stare at me, my friend's think you like me and you're jealous but i think you just wanna play game's with me like you always do but but after all that i seem to still love you, I can't get you off my mind....3 just burn me alive already...
