Revolution, let us show them that it's the only solution, right now it's up to you and me. Revolution, let us show them that it's the only solution, if you keep fighting you will light our own star. Revolution, by YOHIO
Maddy Bohden
25 / Female / inver grove, United States
Member since:
Feb 07, 2017
Last online:
Oct 31, 2019
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About Me
First thing ... I hate talking about myself Cx Thats pretty much all you need to know Add me on instagram : xxnextmistakexx
Favourite Music
Can this be bands or artists??
Asking Alexandria
Suicide Silence
Machine Gun Kelly
Bring Me The Horizon
Twenty One Pilots
Jack And Jack
Skate
My Chemical Romance
G-Easy
Sik World
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Films * taps chin *
Nightmare on elm street
War Of The Worlds
Resident Evil
Underworld
TV * light bulb *
AMERICAN HORROR STORY
The Magicians
Lets just not name these because honestly there are way too many to name
Education / Occupation
Still in high school but going to Columbia ( and art school in Chicago ) after i graduate
Who I'd Like To Meet
Anybody who is willing to take risks and spark a conversation ( im super antisocial and will never EVER start the conversation or message someone first Cx )
i hate this stupid school ... i got to school today and yet again the janitor is cleaning stuff off my locker ... i get beat up and then sent home ... AND the principle blamed it all on me " maybe if you were more relatable to the other kids " ... How in the world is this my fault ?? so what i dont dress like the stupid preps that shouldnt make me the target of bullying ... I just cant deal with this shit anymore !!!
Im going to announce to the world that my teacher just called me man grape * face palm * kill me now Cx apparently i have the ankles of a grape ??? What the fuck is that even supposed to mean ??? he cant see my ankles i have skinny jeans on Cx
I'll get judged if i write what i want to write and then put it out to the world !! So i'll keep it inside and keep you wondering what's going on in my messed up mind !!!
I want to hide myself ! I don't want to show my face in fear that everyone will judge me ! i know i'm not picture perfect ( believe me i know ) but i don't want to be criticized by all the people that think they are better then me ! tomorrow i plan on posting new picture's but i'm scared of what everyone else will think about me .... I shouldn't care about what others think but i find myself in the back of my mind always wondering " what will other people see when they look at this picture ? " No matter how many people tell me " oh your not fat " Or " your beautiful to me " i always find myself telling them to stop lying to me ... i push away anyone who could remotely care about me only because i don't want them to judge me in the end ... should i continue to hide away or should i be myself and take the bad things people say about me and move on ?
I would be lying if i didnt say my life sucks. Believe me all i want to say is that my life is great and im okay but lying is against my morals. i would also be lying if i didnt say i had friends, honestly i have too many friends and most of them are the worst people you can think of. but yet i still feel lonely. ik steryotypical right ? but its true....i go to school day by day in a haze of drug indused nothingness... i try day by day to put on a smile and live my life ... but nothing helps !
Judge me if you want but i have to put my feelings down somewhere !!!
