Its like I'm falling away from everything I know Is this whats left of me?Holding on to something that was never real Will you be there to catch me? Cause' I'm drowning; I'm fading I'm losing grip on reality System Failure, by If I Were You
Nick Graves
17 / Male / chicago, United States
Bisexual / It's Complicated
Member since:
Jul 09, 2025
Last online:
Aug 02, 2026
im 17, I'll be 18 in 3 months.I love talking...please message me I am lonely... I have a bf but idm another partner if anyone wants
I like to call myself emo but really I'm more just alternative, I love a lot of styles like metal and skater and grunge, and emo, and even tho I listen to a lot of like rave or scene style music I don't really dress like that. I'm a camp counselor so I'm pretty good with kids and very friendly imo. I for some reason haven't been able to get a job. I have CMTD but usually I just tell people I have tourettes cause its easier even tho I don't meet the criteria by 1 thing. I love writing stories and I sometimes write poetry but I haven't written any fr a while, the last poem I wote was for my bf but things ended badly between us so I js haven't in a while. I like to draw a lot, its what I spend the majority of my time doing when I'm not playing bass. I speak a little German so that's something I'm proud of I suppose. I'm 1 of 2 leaders of the band BLITZKER but we don't have any public music, we are more metal inspired but idk.
like literally everything....I'm not even kidding...I hate country tho but I think we need more emo spanglish banjo blues...don't ask...or do...actually do ask
I like
Annenmaykanteriet
mcr
AFI
get scared
Peirce the veil (seen live x1)
twenty one pilots (seen live x1)
alkaline trio (seen live x2)
monster high (the soundtrack is boss idk)
mother mother
Oliver tree (RIP)
Toy-Box
Starset
Halestorm!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Disturbed
Radiohead!!!!
syste of a down and also scars on broadway
all time low
Green day
Avenged sevenfold
ghost (seen live x1)
linkin park
Die Artz
sportfreunde stiller
BILLY TALENT!!!!!
Metallica (seen them live x3)
rob zombie (seen live x1 kinda a letdown)
maneskin
no use for a name
set it off
all American rejects
alligatoah (ik ts hip hop don't sacrific me)
skillet
prolly more I cant really think rn
horror
(shows/movie) ok I really like:
Druck (Skam germany)
like anything tim burton
recently got reminded that I love suicide room
scott pilgrim
naked lunch
psycho (and American psycho but they re unrelated movies and psycho is better)
saw 1-4
all the paranormal activity movies
martyrs
monster high
Steven universe
schloss Einstein (especially the later seasons like s20-s28)
Donnie Darko....I have seen this movie 15 times...that's almost once a year
nightmare before christmas
idk I cant really think rn
books:
like anything hp Lovecraft it especially dreams in the witch house
cabinet of curiosities and also Stephan bachmann's other books
wolf song series
scary stories to tell in the dark
the monster high books
a clockwork orange
manga/anime:
junji ito books with a preferance for anything with souichi
bleach
one peice
pokemon!!! (especially the manga but the anime is good too)
naruto
yu-gi-oh
death note (more an old one I saw but remember liking it)
im a camp counselor and senior high school student, and part time dual enroll film student
I also work for my neighbor as kinda a farmer type
ummm.... friends....maybe a lover if you want
