Aug 17 2023, 04:35 PM

People really get on my nerves. 

So anyone that read my last journal post knows I got engaged 2 months ago to my fiance. Literal proof of it is on my Instagram.

Well some twat on this site is trying to say I'm faking my engagement?! Like why would I do that?

Before my engagement, if anyone tried to flirt with me online I just told them I'm already in a relationship and that usually worked. If it didn't there's always the block button. Or if someone even thought about trying to flirt with me in person, they would have try to get around my fiance since we are together literally 24/7. I have no reason to fake my engagement

Jun 18 2023, 05:25 AM

Big news guys!

For anyone that knows me on here you'd know I've been with my boyfriend for almost 2 1/2 years. We've had our issues and almost broke up a few times but we also managed to work through them and stay together.

Well... yesterday my boyfriend finally proposed to me!

We went to pick up my ring from his uncle's store and went to a different city afterwards to pick up his contacts and some food for my rat and tarantula. When we were walking to the Visionworks to get his contacts he suggested we go to Olive Garden after getting the stuff we needed and I agreed. So after we got the pets' food we walked down to Olive Garden since it was just up the street. Since it was only 10 am they we still closed so we decided to walk around the mall it was next to for a little bit until it opened.

When we got in the mall we decided to go to two different stores separately to look around, I went to a book store and he want to this game store right across from it. I saw a Divergent box set I really wanted but didn't purchase it right away just in case I saw something I else I liked more in a different store. I went across to the game store and saw my boyfriend looking at a couple of large Pokémon prints. We did end up immediately purchasing two of them (an Umbreon and a shiny Vulpix) as well as a large Naruto print my boyfriend liked.

We then saw a little like kiosk that had different types of jewelry. My boyfriend was looking at the earrings and asking questions. He did end buying a pair and got a free double helix piercing with them. He looks great with them I just wished they didn't use a piercing gun.

While he was getting pierced I noticed a Hot Topic on the second floor and wanted to check it out. We went up after he was done and looked around. I saw a couple of pj sets (Gir and Kuromi) and a couple of skirts and tops I liked but I didn't buy them. My boyfriend got a couple of earrings for the lobe piercing he has.

We were ready to go back to Olive Garden since it was finally time for it to open but we stopped by the bookstore I was at when we first entered the mall and I bought the Divergent box set. After that we walked across the parking lot to the restaurant. When we sat down we ordered a couple of drinks. He got some wine and since I don't drink any sort of alcoholic beverage outside of the comfort of our apartment I just got a raspberry iced tea. The server gave us some time to look over our menus and when they left my boyfriend got up and went to talk to them with the ring box in hand. He handed them the ring box and came back to our people. I'll admit I was curious to know what he was planning since I already knew he was going to propose but I didn't know when.

After we ordered I got up to go to the bathroom and when I came back he had the server adding cheese to my pasta (he knows me so well). When the food came we ate (I only took a few bites before I started feeling full). I thought the proposal would have came by then since we don't normally get desert or anything after our meals. I thought he would have had the ring in my lemonade or my pasta but no. My boyfriend got up to "use the restroom" while I was still eating. The server came back to box up my leftovers and ask us about desert. I told them my boyfriend may want to order some when he gets back from "the restroom". He got back and the server showed him the desert menu and I was totally fine with that. Most of the deserts were super chocolatey and my boyfriend does not like chocolate. He ordered a desert for us to share and we sat talking while waiting for it to come out.

A few minutes later our server came out with all the other servers holding out desert with the ring box on it. They set the plate down and there was a slice of tiramisu and the words "will you marry me?" written under it with little hearts surrounding them. That's when my boyfriend got up from his seat, came to my side of the table, dropped down on one knee and proposed. He only needed two sentences to share his feelings about me and I almost cried when I said yes.

I have a picture of the ring, plate and a video taken by one of the servers of what happened after I said yes up on Instagram (@THERavenBlasphemy). Needless to say this was the happiest day of my life and I will always remember it and his proposal

Jun 12 2023, 09:54 AM

My first week back to work was...decent-ish... I was super tired because my sleep schedule was destroyed while I was on vacation and it was hard getting it back. I had to make two pallets this week and Saturday I had to add more cartons to one of them. We just keep getting an excessive amount of cartons for one item. It's ridiculous but it helps me practice making pallets. I haven't had to make one in months and especially not by myself. I guess so long as we have space to fly pallets, it's fine.

Anyway, Friday my soon to be fiancé ran out of money on his bus pass because they raised the prices so he had to borrow some money from a coworker. When we got on the bus to go home Saturday morning the bus driver saw his bus pass in his wallet and said something to him. I don't know what or why since he was paying cash. She said something about a photo or something and she was giving my soon to be fiancé hella attitude! Like she was super rude! She should have been paying more attention to the people coming on her bus and how they pay. She was so busy giving my soon to be fiancé attitude she didn't notice I scanned my bus pass and my soon to be fiancé had to go back up and rescan with it so I was essentially scanned off the bus. Oh, well, her fault.

Then, Sunday morning as my soon to be fiancé and I were throwing trash away at work we noticed there was Styrofoam and plastic in the cardboard baler. Turns out of the newer hires wasn't paying attention and accidentally put it in there. But that's not the only thing they put in there. They also put a box with a GLASS PLATE IN IT! That is why YOU NEED TO PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT YOU'RE PUTTING IN THE BALER! If someone had thrown stuff in without looking and started the baler that glass plate would have shattered and shot glass out at that poor person! The person was called back and my soon to be fiancé asked why that stuff was in there and they gave him so much fucking attitude! My soon to be fiancé told our boss and he said he'd talk to them about it. My soon to be fiancé and I went to clock out and he saw the idiot in the training room and told them our boss needed to talk them. Cue even more attitude. And as my soon to be fiancé left to grab his stuff from the front of store the idiot said something they're lucky my soon to be fiancé didn't hear. "At least I stay and don't leave early, (soon to be fiancé)!" Dumb ass, we leave early because we finished our shit early and our boss said we were good to leave! Not to mention we try to finish our jobs quickly (but efficiently) because we have TO TAKE PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION TO GET HOME! Not everyone has the privilege of living near their work place or having a car! Like how stupid do you have to be to not get that? And the fact that they've seen my soon to be fiancé and I leave work and walk to the bus stop.

Grrrrrr...

WHY ARE PEOPLE SO FUCKING STUPID?! At least it's my day off so I get to sit at home with my soon to be fiancé and watch Aggretsuko on Netflix.

Jun 06 2023, 03:08 PM

My soon to be fiance just got off the phone with T-Mobile customer service. They dropped our bill down to $120 after he threatened to sue them. The thing is are they done screwing us? When I get the message for the amount for the new billing cycle next month it HAD BETTER BE $170. NOT $260. NOT $350. NOT $760. $170 or my soon to be fiance will raise hell and we will switch to Verizon

Jun 06 2023, 02:23 PM

FUCK T-MOBILE!!!! 

For FOUR MONTHS my soon to be fiance has had to call T-Mobile customer service to have our bill fixed and for FOUR MONTHS WE KEEP GETTING SCREWED! EVERY MONTH we call and they say they're gonna fix our bill and get it lowered to the proper month and EVERY MONTH our bill comes back MORE THAN IT SHOULD BE!! Last time we dealt with them they said we would only be paying around $170 a month for our phone bill, so WHY THE FUCK IS MY BILL OVER $260 THIS MONTH?! At this point we're thinking about just switching to Verizon because this is getting ABSOULTELY FUCKING RIDICULOUS!!!!

Jun 06 2023, 12:44 AM

Since when did soEmo have an Insta?! I didn't know this site I had Instagram until I got follow this morning! I've been off this site for too long I'm missing out on some info...

May 25 2023, 05:08 PM

I was almost landed back in the hospital, again. This time it would have been for a broken leg/foot!

For those of you that don't know I work graves at a home improvement store. So I deal with a lot of heavy items.

Anyway, I was at work working on one of my carts as per usual (grabbing boxes off the cart, scanning them if I can't find immediately find their homes, keeping track of my start and end times). As I'm taking down a box from the top shelf of my cart I notice a heavy spool of wiring start to fall. I let go of the box I had and grab the wiring to keep it from crashing down on my leg! I drag the wiring down a bit and move to the side, letting it drop to the ground (I'm 110 pounds the spool is around 40-50, there's no way I can lift that). I move the bucket it was sat on and see that it was crushing a box of couplings! Some DUMB ASS on the unload team decided it was good fucking idea to put a HEAVY ITEM ON TOP OF A LIGHT ITEM!!!! I'm surprised it didn't come crashing down as they were bringing the cart out!

Normally, I work on autopilot. Hardly pay attention to what I'm doing. I'm glad I was actually paying attention tonight or else I'd be out of work for who knows how long and I wouldn't be able to enjoy my upcoming vacation!

Clearly common sense isn't so common anymore. SMH.

ETA: I did tell my boss and he said he'd tell the unload team's manager. He asked if I had taken picture and that's when I realized I totally forgot to! I was to busy keeping my leg from being crushed!

Apr 05 2023, 02:51 PM

Finally! Trump was arrested yesterday! I was so happy when I found out!

Funny enough I found out because of TikTok. I follow the CBS Evening News and they had posted the segment where they talked about his arrest. I was getting back from my lunch break at work when it popped up. When the reporter said Trump had been arrested I automatically screamed "YEEEEEEEEESSSSSSS!!!!!" I was so damn happy.

The MAGAs are pissed though. They don't want to believe that their Daddy Oompa Loompa was put in handcuffs and NOT in a good way! Oh well, they can cry about it because it's true!

HAHAHAHAHA I FUCKING LOVE IT!!!!!

Apr 04 2023, 03:09 PM

I almost wish TikTok would get banned in the U.S. it's just gotten so toxic. All the unsupervised children and internet trolls. It's just toxic. I may have a few videos up but I'm willing to lose them. A couple of them are already uploaded on Clapper which is like TikTok but better and not toxic. 

I follow a pagan creator that talks about Satanism and you get so many Christians in their comments saying shit like "burn in Hell sinners" or "please repent" or "Jesus loves you" and it's like we don't give a fuck! Satanism is a religion like any other. They think because of the name it must mean we worship the Christian Satan but we don't! The Satan I worship teaches about self respect and respecting others if they respect you. If they don't let them have it.

I don't get why these people feel the need to waste their time typing out a comment when they can just scroll on to the next video. Like they don't fucking realize by commenting and interacting with the video it makes the algorithm think you want to see more videos like it. Or maybe they do and they just want to continue pushing their religion onto others...

Jun 29 2022, 11:27 PM

I just got off the phone with my credit card company and the GAP customer service team because there were two unauthorized transactions for eGift cards for that place (one for $50 and the other for $100). Now here's the thing about me. I don't shop at GAP, I don't like GAP, I think their clothes are trash (I won't shame ya if ya like GAP it's just my personal opinion of the place). So I knew something was up when I got an email from GAP saying my order has been confirmed. I had to inactivate my card and now I gotta wait 8-10 business days for a new card to be sent to my place. This all couldn't have happened at a worse time. I've been under so much stress trying to get my birth certificate for my soon to be new job. My boyfriend (who will I call Bear) and I were supposed to go today but he was too tired so we're going on Friday. But man do I fucking hate people. Ya see something told me to check my emails and I'm glad I did or else I'd be out of $150. I wish I could get my hands on whoever tried to SPEND MY HARD EARNED MONEY!!!!!!