Feb 13 2012, 10:54 AM

Another day passes by, Another day another life. The world doesn’t seem to care, That hurt and pain are everywhere. Suffering is imminent, The pain you must endure, You would of thought by now there’d be a cure. The depression takes hold week after week, The feeling of being so cold and bleak, I feel like there is no way out. Always wanting to scream and shout. When I’m alone I stand in the rain, Each droplet seems to numb the pain. I lose myself in music, It helps to feel free. If only others would understand, If only they could see, What it’s like to be me. You like to call me weird, You say that I’m a freak, Yet you never give me a chance to speak. But now my time has come to protest, Now let’s see who is really best, Time to put my mind and soul to the test, Time to let you lay to rest!

Feb 13 2012, 10:53 AM

We’re all the same on the inside. We’re all dark, we’re all alive, We’re all dead, we’re all deprived. No more joy, no more sadness, No emotion, only madness. I can't see. I don't feel. I can't touch. I don't heal. I'm not my usual self being quiet and lonely isn't 'me', Crying all night, acting all day this isn't how it's supposed to be. Everyday is dark, There’s no light, Whatever I do it’s never right, Everything is negative, I feel so insecure I don’t know what to do anymore. Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words left unsaid. Words of longing, love, anger, and hate, all repeated inside my head. I'm hurting so bad inside I just wish you could see, I'm struggling to be someone that isn't even close to me. I sit in my room, and hide in my shell, The life that I’m living, my own private hell. The crimson tears, down my arm they run. I look down at my arm, what have I done? I guess it’s my only way to let it out, I wanna scream, I wanna shout. But I don’t make a sound, I keep it inside. I wanna break out, but instead I hide. I’m looking at this girl in the mirror who is crying tonight, Nothing I can say or do will make her alright. She holds the knife to her skin, She isn’t afraid of dying, She’s only afraid of the pain it’ll bring, And to see her best friend crying.