Oct 24 2013, 03:15 PM

There's no point in living if i have to live without you. #Thinking About Suicide.

Oct 24 2013, 02:42 PM

The One Person I Counted On The Most Just Walked Away. How could my brother do this to me..I needed him. Me and my brother have always been close, hes my older brother and i always looked up to him. I never imagined him leaving me to be with his boyfriend. I'm so livid...I'm past livid, I'm ready to kill someone. I'm stuck in Washington all by myself while hes down in Florida. I cried my eyes out for hours, but the tears just keep coming. I feel alone, how could he just leave me...He said he was going down to Florida just to visit, well the day he was suppose to come back I waited for him. Until I got a phone call saying he missed his flight. I'm so heart broken. No one will understand what I'm going through. I told my brother everything and he listened to me, he was the one one who understood me, he listened to me.He never judged me for who i am because hes similar He was my best friend. He was the only one keeping me in one piece. Hes only been gone a day and I'm already falling into pieces. I don't know what to do with myself. I need my big brother, I need him. I feel like there's a brick in my chest. I want to lay in my bed and wait for my last breath to depart my lungs. I can't live without my brother I can't I won't survive. I can't do it. I'd rather die than be on my own. And right now I'm on the edge of suicide.

Oct 24 2013, 09:19 AM

I'm sick of my dad always reminding me how broken i am. And the fact that my Dad decided to just randomly take custody over me because he found out my mom was doing hard core drugs...My mom has always done drugs, and after ten years of not giving a fuck..you decide to start caring now..Then you want to tell me how messed i am and tell me i need help...What the fuck you're the one who made me this ways. After years of wondering why you my own father left me...Wondering if it was because he didn't like me, was i not good enough for you..I think years of thinking like that would really damage a person..So don't remind me of how messed up I am, i don't need you to constantly remind me. You tore my heart out and ripped it and gave half of it back. So if I'm not working right it would be you're own fault not mine.

Oct 23 2013, 10:44 AM

Sorry My Hearts Out Of Order Right Now, Somethings Broken.

Oct 23 2013, 10:32 AM

My scars remind me that the past is real.

Oct 22 2013, 04:24 PM

I will never know myself until I do this on my own. And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed. #Linkin Park

Oct 22 2013, 10:50 AM

I'm killing My Little sister In Her Sleep Tonight!!!

Oct 22 2013, 09:36 AM

Life Sucks!!