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mari_saur

Mari
21 / Female / massachusetts, United States
Pansexual / Single
Member since: Jan 28, 2019
Last online: May 01, 2020

Current rating: No rating yet/10 (0 votes cast)

About Me

Im 19 im a libra my snap is m.torres33 and my insta is isialyn.crusita

Favourite Music

I listen to everything EXCEPT country.
Which is ironic cause I work at a Texas Roadhouse.

Favourite Films / TV / Books

Shaun of the Dead
Wreck it Ralph
Silent Hill
Jennifers' Body

The Graduate
A Thousand Splendid Suns

Education / Occupation

In high school i'm a senior and college just isn't for me but then again those parties are.

Who I'd Like To Meet

Ozzy Osbourne
Marilyn Manson
Pierce the Veil
Sleeping With Sirens
Jack Staubber
The Destroy Boys

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Jan 28 2019, 04:24 AM
Thanks for the add :]
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Jan 28 2019, 01:18 AM
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Journal

Jan 28 2020, 04:29 AM
Life has never been better
Oct 22 2019, 08:39 PM
A lot has happened. I've decided to take a long break from relationships, I know I always say that but I really mean it this time. I don't find any interest in dating, I have no energy for that. I'm just focused on myself and the ones that actually been there for me. I got played really bad so I'm just going to live my best life and not stress it. I'm really happy with myself and I haven't felt that way in so long.
Aug 29 2019, 07:55 AM
So i havent been on here for a while. And A LOT has happened. But my mental health has became better and i finally feel like my life is coming togetheršŸ’œ
Jun 04 2019, 04:30 AM
I got into a big argument with that guy in my last entry we officially dont talk anymore. I told him that he wasnt the only one i was talking to cause theres this girl that i like. But now im lost. Ik she liked me last year and she flirts with me alot. Our friend group is me her 2 other girls and this guy. Everyone knows we like each other but we just never got together cause we would end up getting involved with someone. The other day we were texting and she said she only wanted to mess around for now, i wasnt sure how i felt about it but i just said okay. She then asked to sleepover, i walked to her house (only a 30min walk) and we walked back to my house. That night our friends kept telling us to hook up or at least kiss. I dated girls but i never had sex with a girl and im a total bottom so there was no way i could make the first move. But i showered and i went in the room naked just for her to talk bout this guy. Later on we did end uo doing stuff but then she said that i should put a shirt on. I was confused. I didnt get why she was acting weird we keot going back and forth cause i didnt want to put a shirt on. So i got mad and slept on my other bed she locked the door and went back to the bed she was laying on. I felt like i did something wrong or maybe she didnt really care how i felt. The next morning was weird we tried acting like things were normal but i felt they were off. In the afternoon one of our friends told me that she wants to stop messing around with me. She herself ended up telling me she regretted the whole thing and it was all out of pressure and that her feelings for me was also pressured onto her by the group. She wants us to stay being good friends but after that i just dont think i can, i never been with a girl like that and she knew that and she just played with my feelings. She still wasnt over the guy she was talking about, i just feel worthless like i only exist for other people to use and throw away. How do i always get into these situations? Literally between her and the guy from work i wasnt even trying to look for a relationship but there they were, people who claim to like me but just end up fucking with me.
Jun 02 2019, 04:00 PM
I started talking to this guy from work we went out on two dates both those times i didnt get home till 3am even though i kept telling him i need to be home. He just jeot talking and talking and wasnt listening to me. Even as were outside my home he keot talking and talking even though i told him i have to go. He kept stalling so we could hang out longer and my mom kept calling me pissed off. And now im grounded. I ended uo telling her what happened but that didnt change anything my sister doesnt know the story and she says its my fault for outting myself in that situation i told my moms friend what happened and the first thing she asked was "did he touch you" i said no but obviously he did we were making out but he only touched my boob. I removed his hand though and he asked me why and i said cause i had to go home. He also kept grabbing my face and kiss him and i would try to pull away but he wouldnt let me. What if i did get raped would it still be my fault? Would it still be that i put myself in that situation? My mom gets mad that i tell her friend everything and that we're close. But its because shes the only one who listens to me. Now i know, never go to my mom for anything. If i ever do get raped all i know is they're gonna tell me that i put myself in that situation.
Apr 17 2019, 05:17 AM
When i was 16 there was this guy i use to talk to. He was 2 years older than me. Mind you hes not a pervert or a creep. Hes a genuinely good guy. I go on the internet today to find out hes convicted for 6 years for sexual assault to a minor. None of which is true i talked to his best friend about the situation and he only pleaded cause it was either confessed and faced 6 years or kept fighting the case to just lose since no one wanted to make a statement defending him making him serve 21 years - life. His pos officer didn't show up to any of his court meetings and the people who were witnesses didnt want to defend him cause they didnt fuck with him anymore. I know this guy and he is NOT like that at ALL. Hes always been misunderstood and always had a hard time getting by but he always looked at the brighter side and now hes convicted cause he was scared to fight even though he did nothing wrong. The girl lied and hes suffering. He doesnt deserve this.
Apr 02 2019, 11:40 AM
Yea i was right i know he was using me. Its just toxic at this point im really done. I dont get why its so hard for people to honest and just not waste my time literally 3 months. I just want something real.
Mar 31 2019, 04:41 AM
Why is it so hard to find someone who actually cares and treats me right I use to be happy now all i do is get angry and cry
Mar 28 2019, 02:17 AM
Im a fucking idiot. Why would he even like me? He probably is using me. He doesnt post me or talk about me or even hang out with me. Thats my fault too but at least im actually trying. I like him but i dont want to look stupid. I get the same answers everytime i confront him. Why am i si insecure.
Mar 17 2019, 12:55 PM
I hate my job at the pizzeria. The hours are horrible and so is my pay. But no one else is hiring, and I need this money. $168 a week isn't exactly gonna cut it. their insane if they think I'm gonna be working full time in the summer, I just hope that position in the library opens up really soon.

Jan 28 2020, 04:29 AM

Life has never been better

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Oct 22 2019, 08:39 PM

A lot has happened. I've decided to take a long break from relationships, I know I always say that but I really mean it this time. I don't find any interest in dating, I have no energy for that. I'm just focused on myself and the ones that actually been there for me. I got played really bad so I'm just going to live my best life and not stress it. I'm really happy with myself and I haven't felt that way in so long.

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Aug 29 2019, 07:55 AM

So i havent been on here for a while. And A LOT has happened. But my mental health has became better and i finally feel like my life is coming togetheršŸ’œ

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Jun 04 2019, 04:30 AM

I got into a big argument with that guy in my last entry we officially dont talk anymore. I told him that he wasnt the only one i was talking to cause theres this girl that i like. But now im lost. Ik she liked me last year and she flirts with me alot. Our friend group is me her 2 other girls and this guy. Everyone knows we like each other but we just never got together cause we would end up getting involved with someone. The other day we were texting and she said she only wanted to mess around for now, i wasnt sure how i felt about it but i just said okay. She then asked to sleepover, i walked to her house (only a 30min walk) and we walked back to my house. That night our friends kept telling us to hook up or at least kiss. I dated girls but i never had sex with a girl and im a total bottom so there was no way i could make the first move. But i showered and i went in the room naked just for her to talk bout this guy. Later on we did end uo doing stuff but then she said that i should put a shirt on. I was confused. I didnt get why she was acting weird we keot going back and forth cause i didnt want to put a shirt on. So i got mad and slept on my other bed she locked the door and went back to the bed she was laying on. I felt like i did something wrong or maybe she didnt really care how i felt. The next morning was weird we tried acting like things were normal but i felt they were off. In the afternoon one of our friends told me that she wants to stop messing around with me. She herself ended up telling me she regretted the whole thing and it was all out of pressure and that her feelings for me was also pressured onto her by the group. She wants us to stay being good friends but after that i just dont think i can, i never been with a girl like that and she knew that and she just played with my feelings. She still wasnt over the guy she was talking about, i just feel worthless like i only exist for other people to use and throw away. How do i always get into these situations? Literally between her and the guy from work i wasnt even trying to look for a relationship but there they were, people who claim to like me but just end up fucking with me.

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Jun 02 2019, 04:00 PM

I started talking to this guy from work we went out on two dates both those times i didnt get home till 3am even though i kept telling him i need to be home. He just jeot talking and talking and wasnt listening to me. Even as were outside my home he keot talking and talking even though i told him i have to go. He kept stalling so we could hang out longer and my mom kept calling me pissed off. And now im grounded. I ended uo telling her what happened but that didnt change anything my sister doesnt know the story and she says its my fault for outting myself in that situation i told my moms friend what happened and the first thing she asked was "did he touch you" i said no but obviously he did we were making out but he only touched my boob. I removed his hand though and he asked me why and i said cause i had to go home. He also kept grabbing my face and kiss him and i would try to pull away but he wouldnt let me. What if i did get raped would it still be my fault? Would it still be that i put myself in that situation? My mom gets mad that i tell her friend everything and that we're close. But its because shes the only one who listens to me. Now i know, never go to my mom for anything. If i ever do get raped all i know is they're gonna tell me that i put myself in that situation.

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Apr 17 2019, 05:17 AM

When i was 16 there was this guy i use to talk to. He was 2 years older than me. Mind you hes not a pervert or a creep. Hes a genuinely good guy. I go on the internet today to find out hes convicted for 6 years for sexual assault to a minor. None of which is true i talked to his best friend about the situation and he only pleaded cause it was either confessed and faced 6 years or kept fighting the case to just lose since no one wanted to make a statement defending him making him serve 21 years - life. His pos officer didn't show up to any of his court meetings and the people who were witnesses didnt want to defend him cause they didnt fuck with him anymore. I know this guy and he is NOT like that at ALL. Hes always been misunderstood and always had a hard time getting by but he always looked at the brighter side and now hes convicted cause he was scared to fight even though he did nothing wrong. The girl lied and hes suffering. He doesnt deserve this.

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Apr 02 2019, 11:40 AM

Yea i was right i know he was using me. Its just toxic at this point im really done. I dont get why its so hard for people to honest and just not waste my time literally 3 months. I just want something real.

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Mar 31 2019, 04:41 AM

Why is it so hard to find someone who actually cares and treats me right I use to be happy now all i do is get angry and cry

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Mar 28 2019, 02:17 AM

Im a fucking idiot. Why would he even like me? He probably is using me. He doesnt post me or talk about me or even hang out with me. Thats my fault too but at least im actually trying. I like him but i dont want to look stupid. I get the same answers everytime i confront him. Why am i si insecure.

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Mar 17 2019, 12:55 PM

I hate my job at the pizzeria. The hours are horrible and so is my pay. But no one else is hiring, and I need this money. $168 a week isn't exactly gonna cut it. their insane if they think I'm gonna be working full time in the summer, I just hope that position in the library opens up really soon.

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