Last night I woke up knowing it's my life and I'm still living it will go on till I die it will go on till I die and last night I started thinking how I suck so bad at living but I'll live until I die I'll live until I die Untitled, by Ariel Peterson
Pauline Cannibalistic Dog
18 / Female / battery city, Poland
Not Sure / Broken Hearted
Member since:
Jun 06, 2026
Last online:
Jun 07, 2026
I used to have a spacehey acc (btchesbrok3n) but I lots the 2FA to my acc soooooo
Hey, I know this is a throw off for a lot of people, so I'll be straightforward - I'm polish, and because of generational trauma I will not interact with commies. Sorry, love you though.
I support Ukraine, LGBT, and Palestine. Please DNI if you don't.
Will murder for taro bubble tea and arizona >.<
I love burning CDs, singing, crafting, and writing fanfic scenarios about me and my emo boy crushes in my diary. My favorite color is orange and my spirit animals are sheeps. I wear big, fake nerdy glasses to feel cool and I dye and cut my hair at home :D
I have a pet dog that's a tribute (looks the same) to my dead, 13 year old one, and I also have a bunch of pet fish (my oldest one has passed recently, she was 3 yo)
FEEL FREE TO ADD ME ON IG!!!
Chronic illness list bc why not:
Endometriosis, highest stage (now in remission, no longer disables me or shows up on scans), Anxiety disorder, IBS, Hernias (in remission too), Migraines
Phobia list:
People with no sense of humor, Most men (sorry guys), Racists, Homophobes, Transphobes, Zionists, Nazis,Trypophobia, Cucumbers, Astrophobia, Germophobia, Glossophobia, People who don't laugh for no reason at 3 am lit why so serious -____-
Fall out Boy (Folie a Deux, Infinity on high), A Heartwell Ending, Hopes Die Last (Your face down now), MSI, My Chemical Romance, Phosgore, Cobra Starship, Panic! at the Disco, Ashbury Heights (old era), lovehatehero, evacuate the fallen, retard-o-bot, get scared, aktivehate.
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shows have to beee MLP I LOVE MY LITTLE PONY I NEVER THREW MY MLPS OUT GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWD I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, also the whole happy tree friend series GOD I LOVE HTF UGHHH I HAVE SO MUCH HTF MERCH, I also really liked the original Cinamoroll series with the puppets :D
games ughhhhh hello kitty island adventure, lomando, obey me, old wii games :PPPP basic ash i know i know i know...
I am a dedicated seamstress and jewelry maker :D. Right now, I mostly make custom toploaders, but I also sell hand sewn clothes, accessories, and jewelry!
I'm a freelance vocalist as my main hobby; I'm not sure where my voice is on the spectrum, I've got told that I sound like patty stump on estrogen, brendon urie and my melody, so I actually have no idea what it's like. People have seemed to like it when I sang publicly, though! :D. I can hold a note for 15 seconds if I want to >.<. If you need a mature female voice with voice cracks for a project then feel free to dm me :3.
I have two (tiny) sources of income, the second of them is being a graphic artist.
I LOVE drawing semi-realistic sheep, and when I'm not doing that I'm drawing rough, emo-cartoon style peepel :P sometimes with cartoon gore o-O
check out my deviantart1!11!!!!! i take comms :D
I'm a 12th grade high school student. I used to extent computer science, psychology, and biology 99% of my school life, but I had a 6.0 GPA only from the first two QwQ.
I have a C2-C3 from english and a A2 from spanish, I think I suck at math, but my tutors say I'm excelling, so what do I know.
my husband pattycakes, but besides that any friendable people in the age range of 16-22!!
i identify the most with the emo subculture but i literally love all alternative subcultures out there >.
Feel free to add me for no reason, if i like the same things as you do, etc :D I'm always willing to talk about music and bandom stuff, if I seem like I don't it's the little devil on my shoulder called trauma speaking o.o
if you're attempting to date me (sorry for you), please don't dm if you don't fit these
ONCE AGAIN AGE RANGE, KIDS AND GRANDPIES STOP GOING IN MY DMS (I can date from 17 to 22)
my type is mostly emo and scene (full respect to metalheads and goths tho y'all are awesome js not ringing my bells)
if you're a groomer or a secret incel don't even try dming me, I have had enough interactions with y'all to know you from the way you say hi.
now I'm going to list ALL of my standards to scare y'all off HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
don't expect me to take you seriously if you're also not in PL, I don't e-date
you're willing to cuddle me for close to 8 hours a day, can handle anxious mood swings, listening to me singing until your ears fall off, form legs, and run away, don't mind going out with me into the woods in the middle of the night, you're not overly jealous, but also you're not afraid to show feelings and you can communicate without holding grudges, is able to tell me when I'm wrong but also acknowledge when you're wrong, won't break up over a fight or hold detrimental secrets.
only closed relationships, no polyamory
don't act like we're dating after two DMs
don't emotionally blackmail me
don't send
don't be sex-centered (aka don't be a porn addict), but also not asexual
don't be an addict (weed counts too)
have hobbies, interests, and other friends
don't be a poser
you have to be okay with the fact I keep little collectibles with patrick stump all over my room
respect other women, don't compare me to them or them to me, all of us are goddesses
pls pls pls don't have hair longer than the end of your neck >.<
+10 points for eyeliner
Body type doesn't matter
Height doesn't matter
Financial status doesn't matter
Mental health history doesn't matter
Body count doesn't matter
And most importantly...be real. Guys can cry and girls can too. Ask for help whenever you need it, not when you can't hide it anymore.
