lock me up inside you
where everything dies
haunting me like a ghost
that’s never known a body
you can’t have mine Bunny Boy, by Nicole Dollanganger
Cerci
20 / Female / Rainbow Dash Jar, United States
Bisexual / Single
Member since:
Jan 16, 2019
Last online:
Sep 08, 2021
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About Me
I am a artist and writer. I am really into memes with. I am also alley and a fellow-
Demisexual and bi
Witch/spiritualist
If you want to know more just ask.
Really into aesthetics. Mainly corvidcore/goblincore
Favourite Music
I like a lot of stuff. Mostly ranging from Bon Iver to Slipknot. So the list can go on.
I like a lot of unknown musicians and bands too. If you want to know something specific ask.
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Growing up I liked a lot of weird cartoons and like Courage the Cowardly dog and stuff.
I also like Tim Burton type of stuff as well comedy.
Education / Occupation
Still in school although someday I hope to do something related to animation, film production, or becoming a concept artist or story boarder.
Who I'd Like To Meet
kind of intrigued by the thought on past life’s if that is a thing. Or meet certain people in the past like witch trail victims. But out of everyone I could probably meet Vincent Van Gogh for sure... even though he is dead 😶
So just a minute ago my dad asked me about my grading and junk. Now my grades sucked enough in two of my classes. And yeah grades are important. But like sis I have been going in and out of break downs over this pandemic. People are dying and getting sick. And all the trump supports and racist conservatives are all over now.
Also men all over seem to be pushing the movement of r@ping and killing all women. After we have been calling them wallets/toolboxes for a month. Yet these teachers expect us not to get depressed and mentally unstable during all this. And say we are young so can't be depressed. Then proceed to give us a crap ton of work.
Someone like myself could be dead sooner or later from how fucked the world is getting. Someone like myself knows I will have to deal with these issues cause the first generations made them. Life for me is limited a lot more than I wish. If a racist, toxic masculinity, or a homophobe does not kill me. Then obviously I will somewhere long down the road. The world is crappy and scary. But it should not have to be. I was never scared until now. 🙃
Don't you hate it when you love someone so much and you know they love you that much as well?
But then again you never really knew how they feel. Then you meet someone new and they make you feel just as much as you feel for the new person. So then you get crossed between two people. So you try to drop your feelings for the old person since things are not g
going the way you hoped.
So it just hurts you more than you thought to let them go. And as you are falling for the new person so you start to feel a bit better. As nice as it is to move on you still have the old person's name on your arm or tongue. I don't regret loving you but I do regret not letting nothing happen. But I hope you are well in the end. And yes this new person just might make me feel as happy as you did. Things will be okay, I promise.
And time is an important thing but at the same time, it is a scary thing that we can't get away from. I tried getting away from a lot of things. Somethings worse than the last, I tried hiding from the people in my closet. Even though we are both afraid of each other, we both know we can kill one another. They can kill me with my chemicals neurotransmitters. It is sickening and I hate but at the same time though I know that it leaves, then it comes back. Time can do many things though. And I would rather not know those things since deep down we all are sick.
So do you ever just think about how people are in general. How we think and react to things? Everything is just a chemical? Love is no existent in most cases due to different chemicals swirling together and one than calling it something that is not love though. It is just a chemical, Phenylethylamine. Not only that happiness is also a chemical. And like most chemicals, they die out over time.
So we are doing a presentation for class about yourselves. Me and my table are put weird images on each of our own. One of them are doing a cursed image tellatubbies.I personally consider myself a human form of a cursed image.I am going to put pictures of me in my all black cloths with a plague doctor mask. Holding my pets.I also put Billy Mays a a distorted pic of Jerry mouse as the back ground. Wish me luck on scaring everyone👌.
